this is what I look like at the moment....

No but seriously... 

WHY?? WHY ME?!

Yeah long story short: I've got a big infection to deal with, because someone up there really has it in for me -.- 

You know that feeling when you walk into a table leg between your toes? Or when your fingers gets caught in the about-to-close kitchen drawer? Or when you walk into a door handle with your hip and feel like you've just been shot?

Yeah.

It's like that.

24/7 at the same one ing spot (right on the neck)

I had to go to the E.R today and get pumped with penecillin and now I've got henacellin (whatever that is) for the oncoming 15days. I'll try to update as much as I can... But honestly? I'm not promising anything :( ...If you guys knew how much pain I was in. 

But ill try, okay? right now consciousness is a challenge but... Ill try. I really will <3 

Love you guys anyhow <3