I swear this is just becoming my little corner for regular rants

Okay so. 

Damn thats how I feel.

Do you ever have that feeling, that feeling when you try and you try and you try and eventually you're just like:

"THATS ENOUGH"

Followed by actions going somewhere along the lines of this:

That moment when Every single thing in your life just takes step after step down the hill?

Instead of fighting you just feel like " it, its not worth it I don't have to deal with it and I'm so sick and tired of all this drama that I'm just gonna take a tent and some food and the internet and go and live in a cave with a bear for the rest of my life. So done." 

Okay yeah true

BUT STILL.

I kinda have that feeling.

I feel bad, because whenever I think like this I feel like "Dammit, there's so many people out there that have it so much worse than you, and you're sitting here and grieving over your life. Get over yourself, you pathetic excuse of a human being," 

Damn thats accurate.

Anyways

I know that there's others out there - but that doesnt make it any easier.

Comparison doesn't really solve anything. 

I really don't know whats wrong with me right now.

I feel like I sort one thing, one friend drama or some like that, and another one just pops up.

If you play sims, its like the icons are always at maximum. If you dont - ignore that.

And the worst part.

THE WORST PART

Is when you're feeling like this and SOMEONE (friend/nearby unwanted relative) comes up to you and is just like.

"What's wrong?"

Seriously?

please.

Okay I guess they're just care.

But code rule #1:

When a woman is angry.

They're angry.

Nuff said.

I just hate everythign right now - school/social/love/general life. 

I feel like I just up everything - Seriously, the more I solve, the more I screw up.

Is this normal? 

God I hope so.

Award if you read this far <3

Okay I'm gonna do what any troubled teenager should do when they feel like this..

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Oh sorry what was that?

Get over myself?

Fix my problems?

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

Hahhaha

hah.

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Yeah I'll be watching gay guys kiss on youtube if you need me. universal cure for sadness. Any day.

Oh and btw, a very hot non-asian guy which is the reason why I'm laying in a puddle of my own exploded ovaries right now:

Oh mama.