So as some of you guys know, my SHINee feels are like, at 52%.  BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M NOT A SHAWOL ANYMORE.  But it was still a surprise for me to get this kind of dream NOW because it was the kind of dream I wanted when I was head-over-heels with Onew which feels like a long time ago but I just had it now when I barely know what's going on in the fandom. So yeah, heheh.

Anyway, so the dream was really cute but really weird too because it started out in different scenes because dreams are crazy.  So I'll try my best to remember every bit for the sake of y'all good people of AFF :) donc ALLONS!

In the beginning of the dream, there was this huge K-pop concert that was gonna be held around the place where I lived.  Like I saw the promotional posters and stuff EVERYWHERE, and it had SHINee on it.  But in this dream I had the same percentage of SHINee feels so I was like "O ok".  Several things happen after that and stuff and then---

Okay first thing so apparently I had a little sister (I don't have one in real life).  Sometimes, in the dream, we were like... legal age, you know?  Like I was 19 and she'd be 18 or something.  Other times we were much younger but I guess that didn't matter.

---Apparently (again) my younger sister & I get to meet Onew and Jjong like, randomly.  Onew ~falls in love~ with me and Jjong ~falls in love~ with my sister.

BUT THE PROBLEM WAS... They were werewolves.  We find out that they were werewolves I don't even know how.  We just did.  And we got mad at them for not telling us.

Now you're probably laughing already but I need you to understand that I had this dream the same night I finished this novel I'm reading in English class, and that novel is about this girl and this guy... who is a werewolf... So there's a correlation.  (It's not Twilight)

Anywhoosies, so that upset me and my sister, but mostly me because how could they lie, how could Onew lie.  I mean.  Yeah, typical why-would-you-lie-to-me-i-thought-you-loved-me matter and whatnot.

So we (me and my sister) don't see Onew and Jjong as much on purpose because we're mad at them.

But then me and my sister come out of this little shop one day, and we're wearing dresses for some reason.  And my sister notices this... figure wearing all white to the side in front of us and she goes:

"Hey... Isn't that Onew?"

But I pretend that I didn't notice him even though I did.  "Hm."

My sister is very smart so she picks up quickly and changes the subject, "I heard it was gonna snow today."

I'm guessing she made this comment because we were both wearing dresses and dresses, if it was really gonna snow, are a horrible idea.  And we were wearing sleeveless dresses (the dresses were grey), but I didn't give a crap.

I run out in the middle of the small street and twirl, my bare arms raised, and shrug, "Well, it's not that cold."  But I was rubbing my arms because it was getting pretty chilly.

The sky was grey, a lighter grey than my dress, and light snow bits began to fall.  Onew walked out of his corner and we met eyes for what seemed like the first time in a long time.  I stare at him, he stares at me...

I wasn't in the mood to talk to him so I pull my sister's arm and we walk away from there as fast as we could.  We reach the end of the street (there were more stores there so more stores = more people).  And in the corner of my eye I see not only him, but Jjong as well.  My sister sees them too.

So we leave.

Later on some things happen.

A day before the concert, a mutual friend of ours (me and my sister) invited us over to take a walk so we went and walked.  Little did we know this friend of ours had cooperated with Onew and Jjong because, as I felt in the dream, they were dying to talk to us again, to speak and make both ends meet because they couldn't bear us being mad at them any longer.

At the end of the sidewalk, we see the two of them.  They looked very solemn and were wearing formal clothing, as in black tux and black slacks kinda formal.

Then they start singing to their version of "Read All About It" by Emeli Sandé and ohmygosh so I don't know if you guys know this but in my dreams my brain is still active, so I can think about whatever but it won't do anything to the dream.  So I was laughing in my head because Onew grabbed my hand and we walked slowly and he was singing about how he was sorry for not telling me his being a werewolf "so read all about it, read all about it".  After he led me to where Jjong was standing, Jjong goes to my sister and walks her with him.

They lead us to this thing that looks like half a well.  It's about four feet high, a circular wall made of bricks, and there was just plain dirt inside.  We were put there and then there was fire around my sister and I.  They were done singing, and there was fire, but there was no pain.

But one thing I know was that the fire made me forgive him.  Being surrounded and possibly swallowed by the flames made me forgive them, I have no idea how.

We wake up in this run-down house.  I knew the house, apparently.  My sister was curled up against me; I woke up and I woke her up and hurried us out the door.  Why?  It started thundering, and the clouds got really dark in under three seconds.

"Come on, Daeny, come on!  We can beat the clouds to the house!"  I run out the door and she follows after me.  The winds pick up, there was lightning in the far distance and I was scared of losing her so I hold out my hand to her and go, "Hold my hand, come on!"

So we run run run run because some yards away was our real house where all our family were waiting.

I ended up carrying Daeny in my arms so by this time, we were much younger for me to able to carry her.  I ran and ran but then I dropped her.  She fell in the mud and looked up at me with these eyes that made me feel so horrible.

So in my head, in the active, un-dreaming part of my head, I said "No no let's do that again".

So we did.

The whole thing restarted all the way from the walk to the tux to the well to the fire to the house to the dark clouds and to the running out of the house frantic.  I tell her to hold my hand.  We run run run run.  I carry her again.

But this time, I didn't take the way that would lead us to that mud that she would fall in.  I see this paved ground to the left and run there.  I could feel her just cling to me tighter.  I felt dumb for not noticing this paved ground before, but at the same time grateful because I wouldn't have to see her hurt anymore.

While I was running, I see a guy running past us towards the house that we came from and I just know that it was Jjong and that the two guys that tried to stop him were Taemin and Key.

I run run run and I bury my face in Daeny's neck and she does too and we run.

We reach the back of our house and Onew's standing there, he's wearing all black and his hair is styled like it was in the Hello MV and he was extremely pale.  Minho was telling him something.  By the time I run by him the "anger" I was feeling was only because I was feeling stubborn, like I was playing hard to get.

So I tell him, my voice almost breaking, "Get on the stage."

He looks at me.  I run past him.  He's about to cry.  I run up these stairs to the back door and go in and I put Daeny down and two people lead her off into the kitchen to tend to her wounds and whatnot.  I sort of drag my right leg because, for some reason, it was sprained, but I couldn't feel pain.

Onew looks incredulous.  He goes in the back door and he has this look on his face that's a mix of regret, sadness, longing, desire, apology, hurt, love...

So yeah.

The "cute" part was invented by me in which Onew actually steps forward, spins me around to face him, and hugs me very tightly.  And there are tears.

Okay this post is too long, good night y'all.

I'll be adding onto Chapter 33(?) of I'm Heart Over Head In Love With You during the week and hopefully have it publish soon :)

Byebye ~

PS: I want the Humans of New York book for Christmas...