Crush Problems. ADVICE. PLEASE
I have a crush. Obviously xD
It's not a 'serious' crush before but I think I fell for this idiot derp.
He's a senior and I'm a junior. (3 mos before he graduates) I really like him. Super duper like him that I'm turning into a girl. (No I'm not gay. I'm a giiiirl) I started squealing. I started smiling more. And my whole world lit up again. He's a good friend of my ex and that's a problem I think?
But anyway, we started chatting...
He's always the first one to chat me up and it became a daily routine. We'll always talk about random things and crazy s. He also shared his family background to me and I did the same. There was a time when I told him that I got the fifth rank in our classroom for the second period.
(In FB Chat)
Him: Congrats!
Me: Still sad tho.
Him: Why?
Me: Didn't receive any congratulations from my dad. He called but he talked to my stepsiblings only.
Him: Don't say that. He's proud of you okay?
And my heart just melted that time.
I joined the choir group (EXCUZE MWUUAHH... I'M A SINGER BISHES) and yep he's a member too. When I'm singing, I'll sometimes look at him and he'll be looking at me and then I would look away so I've never seen his reactions. But still, it always happens. But sometimes, when I look at him, he'll make funny/dorky faces so it's not awkward at all.
One time, we're taking our break and he's playing with a ball. He purposely hit me at my back with it lightly and when I turned he stuck his tongue out at me and I did the same.
And now we're chatting again..
This is just soooo...jfbuaejbgebarigjkkaragjgilrjnga...
But he's a friend of my ex and he's leaving in 3 months...
Should I hope or not? :<
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