can time stop still for a little while like let it NOT be monday? i want to catch some Z's, i want to roll on my bed like some stupid lazy person. i want to... just do nothing at all haha. but i can't. TT_TT 

the good thing is, i went to the mall. to study. TT__TT for 5 hours straight i tried to memorize, understand and get as much as information as i can inside my tiny, cramped up brain. GOD, please let me pass this time! please. please. this time i really studied as in not just read once but a couple times already! it's christmaS... i wanna feel happy knowing my scores for once. OTL.

so after sutdying for 5 hours with only a grande cafe mocha and kpop accompanying me. i strolled around and either satisfied my eyes for seeing pretty and cute shoes and the miniature christmas village or made myself miserable coz i'm reminded that its almost christmas. there's soooo many nice things to buy. i don't have money. OTL 

i should be happy that 2 weeks from now it's christmas break. the only thing i'd be happy about that is there's a break from all the studying and exams. but if i'd receive a lot of xmas money then i'd be ---> ^____^. lol. 

the upside is: when i woke up and checked my aff i received lots of comments. its not really a lot but its double digits! it doesn't happen often so i'm reaallllyyyy happy!!! to those that made that happen THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH! that would be one good thing for the weekend. 

another is my uncle came from US. he's staying at my house. we're cooking some delicious food. now, i'm hungry and knowing there's delicious food makes me happy XD. but while they'll be having fun and relaxing i'd be going back to studying. yes. i'm taking a break now. and i hope it won't be a long one. ^_____^