Hey ho everyone!

Since I don't write as much as before - because I literally can't >.>  - I decided to update you on my life from time to time. I noticed that I had made these kind of blogs before but stopped for whatever reasons. Some of you might be interested in my life, some you might now XD

Anyways, I am a lot more quiet these days when it comes to kpop. Like... usually I would fangirl over every little thing but now not anymore. I still listen to kpop but I am not an avid variety programm and music programm watcher anymore. Guess I am just growing out of thise phase.

Something happened though when I watched the last variety shows of Exo. A change in my bias list XD

As some of you know, Kai is my bias number one and that still hasn't changed buuuut Sehun took over Chanyeol's spot as no. 2 completely and even Baekhyun overtook him. I mean, come on, you can't resist Baekhyun XD

Look at him! I would totally hit that if I could XD (not that I don't do this already in my dreams *coughcough*)

Lately, Chen is on a big rise in my bias list because Chen is Chen. He's adorable, handsome and funny and I love his snarkiness and his voice. When I have more time, I will start to write stories with Chen as well because there is a huge lack of good Chen stories here  >: (

Come on people, give that man some love XD

As for the ones who still hope that I will write any Xiumin, Kris or Tao stories. No, I won't. Seriously, there are enough of them here (I know, Kai, Sehun and Luhan stories are still more popular main characters, whatever I don't care), especially in the department (not so much for Xiumin though). It's tiring to hear people begging like "Why u not write about Kris, Xiumin or Tao unnie?!?!?"

How old are you? 10? If you want a story about them so badly, then write one on your own -.- I don't think people here lack any imagination

Okay, enough of AFF and kpop XD

Lately, my bestie is into taking pictures of people and well... she is using me as her model OTL. I am not tall, I am short and I am not thin either XD Yes, I am lean and such but I am curvy XD Anyways, I am somehow strangely excited about this since I have never done anything like that before so it is a whole new experience, even if it is just for fun^^

Tomorrow, she, my other bestie and I will go watch a musical :D I am actually quite excited because I read the novel when I was a kid (it's Tim Thaler if anyone is interested^^). Haven't touched that novel in ages but now I maybe will read it again :D

Annnd on Saturday I have a date with the guy I mentioned in my ious blogpost... the freaking tall one XD Well, we are going to watch a movie together (yes, maybe not the best but whateverrr XD) He's very cute though and he writes me every day. Even in the morning when he's at work and he makes me compliments quite often and on Tuesday I went as read as a tomato in school because of one of his messages >//////< My friends laughed at me because they knew what was going on while the other students just stared because they never  have seen me blushing before XD

Lately I started to notice that a lot of my male schoolmates keep on looking at me in the breaks, which I wasn't quite aware of, not before the summer break this year. I think it has a lot to do with my sudden change from a very shy and rather introvert girl to a more confident, young woman XD I changed my clothing style as well, which is also a big factor, because I used to hide my body under baggy like clothes^^;;

A lot of guys started to flirt with me in the city, when my friends and I were sitting in a cafe or in a restaurant, which suprised me as well XD

So, to all girls:

Don't hide yourselves because you think you don't have no confidence. I know, easier said than done but keep your heads up and be proud of yourselves and things like confidence and such will come from alone :)

Oh, btw, I will get ,y braces removed next month :DD Yaaaaai XD It surely will be really strange at the begining without them but oh well, I won't have them anymore :D