THEY'RE PRESSURING ME
SO I HAVE THIS TEST THAT I FINISHED... AND MY GRANDPARENTS JUST PRESSURED ME AFTER THE EXAM..
they even think i don't know how to speak in english!
I JUST DON'T LIKE SPEAKING IN ENGLISH, LIKE SAYING IT... HAHA
BUT THEY'RE JUST PRESSURING ME AND I'M GETTING OVERWHELMED
ANS I SAID "CAN'T I DO IT TOMORROW?" THEN THEY SAID "NO! NOT HAVING ENOUGH SLEEP ISN'T A REASON! AND BLAH BLAH BLAH"
SO I CRIED THE WHOLE DAY, COZ I'M NOT USED TO THESE THINGS.. BUT THOUGH I COULD ANSWER THE PROBLEMS, I JUST DON'T LIKE THE WAY THEY SPEAK...
I'M A VERY SENSITIVE PERSON, AND I KNOW I'M WEAK.
NOBODY COULD CHANGE THAT.
AND SWEAR, IF THIS WOULD STAY LONGER, I'M GONNA BE CRAZY
MY OTHER GRANDPARENTS CAN EVEN SEE HOW I GET THAT MINI HEART ATTACK EVERYTIME I SEE THEM, HEAR THEM OR EVEN WHEN THEY CALL ME.
I DON'T WANT TO BE A GENIUS OR BE EINSTEIN'S DAUGHTER. BUT THEY WANT ME TO.
IT'S LIKE, IF I'M IN HIGH SCHOOL, THEY WOULD TEACH ME COLLEGE THINGS
MY BRAIN IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE
IT'S LIKE MY BRAIN'S GETTING SHOCKED WITH ALL THE INFORMATION AND I'M VERY TRULY CONFUSED RIGHT NOW
I KNOW I'M HARD TO TEACH COZ I WANT IT TO BE DETAILED AND STEP BY STEP
JUST, SORRY. I'M NOT A BRIGHT PERSON.
I KNOW THIS IS ALL FOR ME, BUT NO NEED TO GO HARD. THAY EVEN CURSED AT ME.
SORRY FOR RANTING HERE AT AFF... COZ PEOPLE IN FACEBOOK ARE JUST NOT THAT UNDERSTANDING.....
MAYBE ONE DAY I WOULD COMMIT...
AHH.... JUST... THANK YOU IF YOU READ THIS LOOONG LOOOONG DRAMA OF MINE :) ;)
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