I've had suitors. I never said "yes"

I just kinda played along at times.

But you were different.

Then, one day all the sweet talks in our "roleplay" group chat seemed real O_O

We had this agreement.

We both liked eachother. But we also both know that we like other people as well.

We were "30%" then our other crushes were a "100%"

I thought everything was all unreal.

We said "I love you" to each other.

He gets jealous with the guys around me.

We almost looked like a couple.

At school we became awkward.

We barely talked.

Just plain AWKWARD.

I just don't know anymore :(

Last night, we talked. D day.

We talked for a while.

He pushed me with the guys around me. It was obvious that he didn't want this anymore. Me too, actually.

Although he was quite a friend :((

We chatted and he said he was hurt.

We said we were confused.

Everything ended up with the phrase "I need some space to think"

We just agreed into something.

Again.

And now, I don't know how to face you tomorrow at school.

:((

What should I do?

:((