What lines are we accidentally crossing as fans?
When most fans think of people crossing the line as "fans", they think of sasaengs. And yes, they are the most openly disrepectful and delusion of us all, but, maybe we all are a little like them. For me, the idol I respect the most is Roy Kim. He's my ultimate bias, I love him, and I do what I can to stay within my boundaries as a fan. I have rped him before, yes, but after doing so I realized that I am not fit to impersonate him -whether real or not- and that it's a very big role to take on when roleplaying an idol. Generally in roleplays people associate the roleplayer with the idol, and it can cause hate and opinions about a group or idol before the person has even explored their music or personality. And because I feel so strongly with that with Roy, I have left roleplaying all together because I don't think it's right to do that. I think that's crossing the line, and a lot of us do not see it like that as fans. Fanfiction is also crossing the line, I think. To be honest, most of the time when I write "fanfictions" i'm just face, name, and setting stealing from what I know best -kpop. So, no, my intentions are not necessarily bad but as a whole, yes, it's still bad. Alexander from U-KISS has tweeted about fanfiction, not enjoying it because as he puts brilliantly (this may not be word for word), "We(idols) already have lives. Why write about it?", thus concluding my point.
But, the thing I'm wondering about most lately is the pictures we have of them. On our phones, on our computers, etc, etc. I know it's great to fangirl and I know it's great to love but I feel really inclined to delete all of my pictures of Dongho because he said he wanted to be treated like a normal person. A normal person wouldn't have millions of people with pictures of him on their phones, you know? I'm just wondering if maybe it's wrong and selfish to keep them -sure, you can say they'll never find out, but where is the good or respect in that? I don't want him to be forgotten, and I don't want to not be able to look at pictures at him, but at the same time I get the feeling like it's wrong....
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