Can I ask you guys a question...?

Am I a bad person?

Have I lived my life wrong?

I don't know who I am anymore...

I don't get life anymore... I'm so confused about it...

Have you ever had that feeling that you're always misunderstood...? especially by your parents?

My mom and dad... They always think I'm the bad guy...

This morning they told me that I wasn't the same girl they knew before.

They said all my values were disapearing one by one.

I am still the same girl... just not the childish one... I grew up...

Why can't they understand that we all change as time goes by... Im not that little girl anymore...

They don't know that whenever they say things like that...

It degrades me... it makes me think like I'm the bad guy... it makes me feel like they don't want me as their daughter...

Inside, I'm breaking apart but I never show them... because If I show them that I'm crying, they get angry and scold me more...

Now, since they are in the process of buying this house... and its far from my current school... they keep making decisions for me... They keep looking for a new school...

But I don't want to move schools...  Why can't they understand that? Why can't they see how I feel? I know theyre doing this because they loved me but... its not worth it if I'm the one whos gonna be suffereing in the end... I thought they want me to be happy...

They tell me to be open to them... to be open of what I'm feeling and what I want...

And when I tell them... what do I get?

A long lecture... a long session of scolding...

I'm sick of it! I love my parents so when they say things like that, when they scold me, when they misunderstand me, when they compare me to others, when I feel like crying... I always keep it inside... I keep it bottled up... because I don't want to risk having them to misunderstand me of disrespecting them...

I feel like I'm gonna go crazy...

Please help me...