It hurts when you realize that you two are so different...

i just want his attention... i just don't want to feel lonely again...

but i can't change who he is...

it hurt a lot when he said, he aknowledged our difference, and the promise he made that he'll marry me,

turned into its impossible but if you stick with me itll save me the trouble of looking for someone...

it hurts thinking about the future without him and his future without me...

Everything hurts...

Life has not been kind to me this year...

I've started getting suicidal thoughts...

The pain is too much to bear..