sorry if i'm bothering you with my mini-spam but...

it's not something major like "you are held responsible for 1Million bucks! you die if you lose a single cent!" but...

summary: our college is the host for the medlympics (refer to prev post). have to join committees for plus points.

and plus points are your lfe savers!

so.. i first joined the food comm then president told me, if i can't be in the food comm she'll elt me in the crowd control comm. though i was like *gasps* i'm small but... i said ok... so she asked me for some names and give it to someone of higher ranking. now (few days passed) i saw in our FB group that for the final list of the said crowd control comm i will make it. ummm... correct me if i'm wrong but i'm sensing some responsibility there. well i'll be making the list but would that mean standing and 'begging' in front of 100s, 170 something actually, of people? o.0 i wanna hide somewhere!!! 

my gash! now i'm burping so much from surprise and anxiety. srsly, i'm taking up medicine which means i might become a doctor someday. who is responsible for so many lives. and yet here i am cowering at the mere thought of handling something so small. and i wonder why i always feel afraid when i see my name and some task *sigh* OTL