Life and Issues

Ok so I met my high school crush not to long ago in a reletive's party we are both seniors in the same school, I know awkward. However that wasn't what shocked me the most, I was surprise to see him with a girl next to him that was extremely fashionable and pretty to be compare to any other girl there. To get specific she had that bold and chic style look had the long legs, and her face reminded me some what of ariana grande (Ps she's non asian to be specific she is Latina ). As the party when on my crush was just sitting down talking to that girl, here and there I would see the girl get up and dance with his younger sister, since he was never much of a dancer. Later I got up to go to the rest room to my surprise my crush sister was coming out and politely said hi. His sister is 15 and she is extremely polite since I met her before she invited me to go sit with them. I ended up at their table only getting a uninterested hi from him, however the girl was extremely friendly she was the typical cute and bubbly girl everyone will love. As I was talking to melody (my crush sister), I couldn't help notice how Evan (my crush) was whispering to the girl who her name was Isabella. In my eyes I felt discouragement since I could see how well they match each other. What even shocked me the was when he got up and ask her to dance, since I specifically remember my friend telling me that he hates to dance, as I look at Isabella she gladly accepted. In the table it was only me a Evan's sister since the grown ups where in their own world. I couldn't help to ask if both Evan and Isabella where dating, Melody who was clueless of my emotions towards her brother nob her head and said they started dating like a few months ago. That's when another question pop out I couldn't help notice that she wasn't from the senior class in our high school. So I ended up asking if she was from our high school to my surprise melody was laughing slightly and shook her head meaning no. In my confusion I would off never guess she was 19 while he is going to be 18, what even shocked me the most was to learn that Isabella was in her 2nd year of college while Evan is graduating from high school this year. I couldn't helped but envy Isabella, she was basically the perfect girl no body else could compete with. The rest of the night was a drag, after Sunday passed, going back to school and facing the reality that my crush was so far out of reach I couldn't help but feel sad. My best friend lea tried to make me laught, her boyfriend who belongs to Evan's group of friends came up to us. I was shocked on how my best friend slap her boyfriend's shoulder she told him how come he didn't told her that Evan had a girlfriend. Lucas simply told us that it's agaisnt the guys code to reveal any thing private about his friends life. Lucas dragged us towards their table durring study hall, I was nervous since Evan was there. We were greeted by the guys, however while everyone else was working on their projects Evan was just sitting down while using his phone. Soon enough another guy from the group shout at him "hey lover boy just cause your hot and smart girlfriend help you with your project doesn't mean you should not help the rest of us." The guys where all laughing while Evan got up and started to walk away to a couple tables. Meanwhile his friends were telling me and my friend that at this time Evan always calls her since she's out of her morning classes.

 
So what do you guys think about a girl being 2 years older than the guy?

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gm3211 #1
sorry.. i don't think my comment below somehow eased your pain.

but really I believe that everything is planned well by God and I hope someone will make you happy someday at the right time and at the right person..
gm3211 #2
i don't think it is something bad at all... I mean tonyandhyeri, choizaandsulli, yeah I gave not so good examples but I don't think age matters but well since the guy has a girlfriend I don't think it will be good to continue liking him (that doesn't right... I sounded like an evil protective mother) since i think it will only hurt you but also keep in mind if you will be really together in the end, God will find a way fo you two.
I think I am also in this situation but it was just a crush but I stopped having crush on him after knowing he has a girlfriend, good thing I never got to be close to him, that's why it is easier to fall out of that crush. it was pretty hard convincing myself not to like him for he is almost perfect, good looks, smart and just m type, but looking it in another way. I think they (my crush and his gf) deserve each other. There might be times, like valentines when he would bring two bouquets, one for his gf and one for his mother and I just find it so sweet... He might be cold in the exterior but his actions forbis love ones make me want to be one of his "love ones"... I am not that close to him and I can not find myself to have ways to be closer and that somehow hurts but this is reality...
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