Tears... Please, can you just fall down? Why don't you roll down from my eyes? Don't you know how heavy my chest is right now? I don't want to handle this pain... It's too hurt that I can handle. People said that you'll feel better after crying, right? How about me?? I can't even cry when I'm hurt like hell! How about me?? What can I do to make me feel better?! Can I just die?! how can I die? If you're still living?! What if something happen to you when I'm gone? I don't trust anyone, suping-ah. I can't trust you with her, I can't trust that she'll protect you like I will do. I'm okay :) I'm okay to suffer all this pain alone. I'm always okay if you're happy. But I can't say that I'm fine, cus I definitely not fine at all... I miss you so bad, suping-ah. I miss you... that it hurts so much.