Well, this would be first ever blog post. I just feel the need to write this down as a motivation for me. 

At first, when I started off my review shop, I only want it to be helpful to those who are for review and also for the fact that I love reading. That is why at first my shop name isn't Sehun's Review Shop but instead it was 'Read before you speak Café' and now I feel so pressurized to be better that I lost the first reason why I started open the shop. 

Reading back my own review made me feel like a failure because that's the correct way to review stories. It was when the reviews I wrote was longer and just for the sole purpose of trying to help authors and that was when I read every chapter over and over again to make sure that I didn't miss any mistakes/typo that will help the author. Now, my reviews feel so lacking in many ways and it made me stop. I stopped writing review for a night(last night) and spend the time wisely on thinking what should I do to be better or at least to be as detailed as I was when I first start?

I've corrected my marking style and try to get back to where I start by putting in more effort. Since when all that I strive for is just upvotes, comments, karma points and what other people is saying about me? I want to go back to where I enjoy writing review just because I want to try to help and for the fact that I love and enjoy reading.

I would like to apologies to curionenene because her review was where I stop and now I think she have waited for the review for too long! (6 days!) I'm sorry but I will take more effort to read your story slowly and appreciate it better before I write the review. Also, I'm proud to say that I'm halfway through with the review so rest assured that it's just going to take a little while more before I could post it :))

No worries, I will come back better! I've even slightly change and edited my marking scheme/rubrics! 

Stay safe everyone <3  

ps/ I have no idea why I feel emotional right now! Maybe it's because I've been listening to exo open arms while I write this

“You cannot go back and make a new start, but you can start now and make a new ending.”