The Song of the Travelers
“Should I just give up?”
There are days where I just sit in front of my computer, staring at an empty document as I reminisce what my life has been. Every time, there’ll be that feeling of exhaustion where my heart really feels heavy that I can’t breathe anymore. I am near on giving up; this life has been hard for me.
Yet I’ll always reach for my headphone, fitting it on my head then I’ll play this certain song. On the first verse, my heart will swell like it’s bleeding inside of me. Then, my eyes will start to tear up as the things I’ve been enduring are slowly coming up.
I’ll grab a handful of tissue or if there’s none, I’ll pitifully dry up my tears with my fist since I had cried too much. As the singer slowly sing that ballad, I’ll silently cry more and more until the things that is burdening me now is gone. The heavy feeling in my heart, the imaginary lump in my throat, and the depression in my eyes are now washed away.
My eyes will sting but at the moment when he sings that last verse, my heart will feel very light. Giving up is not a matter for me anymore and just like nothing, I’ll sing the rest of the song with a smile plastered on my face.
“You’re not alone”
kyaaaaaaaah im back again :P
Pfft why can't I leave this site -_-
anyway, I won't be that active
But I really love writing~
--heechan27
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