Mostly all EXO members have made appearances in my dreams countless times,

either alone or altogether.

But well, this one, it's very very peculiar. I have never had a dream like this. 

The thing with me is that the person I think about right before I drift off to sleep appears in my dream, always.

Lately I've been thinking alot about Sehun,  normally.

The Dream :

My mom and I walk out of what seems like a hotel, the rest of our family stays back at the hotel. Her and I go for some street shopping since I insist on buying new dresses.

It was night time with golden street lights. We are going through different shops when I convince her to go in the designer boutique. There's a mexican lady as the shop manager. After looking through everything and finally ending up deciding on two dresses, I head for the counter. The lady was busy with a nother customer on the other side of the shop. I pay some extra attention to the shop, it's red and black themed, with elegant dresses which were expensive ofcourse. There were some odd show pieces placed on the shelf above the counter. I start thinking if I should buy these expensive dresses or not. Before I could make a decision, the shop manager comes and interrupts my thoughts. She asks me to pay, but I hesitate. My hesitation soon fades when she assures me how beautiful I would look in the dresses. So I end up paying. I turn back and bump into my mom, she tells me to go back to the hotel and that she'll come when she finishes shopping for my sister and herself. I try to convince her into coming with me, as I was feeling I don't know insecure about the place. I reach the door which was made of crystal clear glass, and open it. When I take the first step out closing the door behind, someone grabs my face. I shut my eyes close, not making a sound. The hands start to caress my cheeks, and I slowly open my eyes. "Sehun-ah" I speak softly which almost sounded as a whisper.

"I love you jagiya, I'll see you tonight at dinner" with that he pecks my lips and keeps smiling looking at me. I wanted to say something but my eyes opened as his face faded and the dream crushed. 

I sat for 2 hours on the bed wondering why would I see such a deam ? How can I be the girl that he kissed ? Its impossible, isn't it ? How can I see something so dreamy, I ain't worthy, am I ?

Hours seemed to pass and I ended up crying for no specific reason.

I would never want such a thing to happen, I am loyal to my boyfriend in reality and even in thoughts. 

So how can God show me such a, such a beautiful dream ? Only to break me cause I know it will never be true.

Well I think it worked out just like that.