uh, hey, i just want to share my experience of being a kpop fan for how many years (counts fingers)--oh, more or less three years. 

i got into kpop when i first watched 2NE1's Fire on tv. i immediately recognized Dara (Sandara Park here in the ph) and i was like "wow she looks fierce and wait why the hella are there more members? what is this 2NE1?" 

i researched who is 2ne1 and why is dara there for i knew she went back to her hometown which is korea. then there, i got hooked with the fire song and even printed out lyrics of it. /but i wasn't a blackjack nor a dara fan/ /i just liked their songs/ 

next was, Wonder Girl's Nobody. there were plenty of parodies and covers in native dialects of our country so i watched the music video and was jamming to it until it the "nobody nobody but you" viral was over. /i wasn't a wonderful too/

next stop, Super Junior. i love to research new things so i found a 13-member boy band, super junior. i was starstruck and amazed at their looks and talent. they are so stunning. since then, my first main fandom was ELF. i bought two albums and a poster just to satisfy my fangirl's craving. i didn't expect i'd go beyond this far where i watched their variety shows, live music shows and download songs. my bias was leeteuk and i saved too many pictures of him for they served to be my phone's wallpaper from time to time. /shakes my head at my obsession/ 

but, the elf in me actually had an end...i didn't know why my feels for super junior had gone....im so sorry...

a time passed by, i met SNSD. my eyes caught Taeyeon. she is my bias in the group. for me, she is my inspiration and role-model. /dont mistaken me as a stalker or whatver/ they got me at Oh! and i was like "omfg, they're so pretty and wow long legs wow cute" /yes that's how i react. yeah. that is so me/ up until now, im still in the fandom, SONE. Forever. unlike other groups i had seen and researched, SNSD did the trick to stay them close to my heart. they are like my fresh air. i just so love these nine girls. your arguments are invalid.

DBSK; if im not mistaken, it was last 2011, when i got into cassiopeia fandom. i swimmed in my strong feels for Jaejoong since he was my bias from then. Keep Your Head Down was the video when i knew the news. the group closed to disbandment. i was so late. like really really really. i was question mark at the video. why two? where are the other three? the other three formed a group of their own while the issue was still in process just for the fans to see them they were going strong though the fans knew it wasnt dbsk without changmin and yunho. but as a fan of the band, i still supported them. i continued to engrave the quote in my head "Always Keep the faith". 

just like how i was in the super junior, the feels for the DBSK boys came to last....came to an end...../sobs/

and though im not a cassie anymore, my heart broke when i read a very very sad news that the lawsuit ended and came to conclude that yoochun, jaejoong and junsu wouldn't be together with yunho and changmin. ouch. fans' hope and fight for them to mend back their relationship as five had drained out to nothing. 

EXO!!!! Wooohhhoooooo~!!! 

It was last year I met EXO. 

I have a gazillion things to say why I picked EXO as my main group I stan aside from SNSD. THEY ARE EXTREMELY GOOD LOOKING AND DUMB AND CUTE AND AND ING HOT. /add more accurate adjectives to describe exo/ i hated exo when i saw an article in akp that sm would debut another group M and K. i ignored them and concentrated on TTS but i couldn't when exo stans were expanding so fast and growing more. so i decided to give them a try.

it was a very bad idea, i must say. 

I KIND OF LIKE THEM WHEN I SHOULDN'T HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS. so i have no escape and try to go along with my growing feels for them. AJSGDLAGSDLSAKGDLAKGSD;GBCIAWGPDEABDS SMASES KEYBOARD ON EXO'S HEADS IOOSAGKD;ASGDKSGDLASDS they got me. until now. my first bias was Suho then shifted to Kris. KRIS WU THE . i love how the fandom works but hate it somehow. nevertheless, i am still happy in the fandom i am now. there are so many things to say about exo, i just couldn't expressed it in an explicit way. 

i love the kpop groups i had encountered in my entire existence. they are part of my whole being. im so dramatic, meh.

so, bye........til i create a new blog post again..........yeah