... you may not know me and hell i may certainly not know you, so you can run along

but if you're curious,

if you know me and i know you then carry on.

and be prepared for some nonsense rant of a person/writer-ish/fangirl who has been dead to the kpop scene and AFF for god knows when.

its' 2:14 am and whoknowswhyi'mawake wheni'mfreakintiredandsleepy. its because of the coffee that i am beginning to be tolerant of. and exams or quizzes that gives off a feel of an exam. *le sigh* and me procrastinating. and finally being able to spend some procrastinated time to check on things here. 

i realized just yesterday, because again 2:14 am so it's early tomorrow, i mean today, that BAP has released BADMAN after realeasing HURRICANE after releasing COFFEESHOP?! ohmygerd! i've missed two songs from this awesome boys! 

youtube won't runaway, the audiotracks would stay in the cyberworld for a long long time, no need to panic. 

but then... that's only for BAP, how about EXO? 2NE1? or B2st? or SuperJunior? or Running Man? and that's only some of the 'new' things from kpop i can think of now. OTL 

there's some U.S shows i wish to watch too... Hannibal, Game of Thrones, Gossip Girl (need to srsly catch up), Pretty Little Liars, Vampire Diaries. OMFG! like theyd have newer seasons than the latest season before i get to watch even one episode of each OTL OTL OTL... good thing Sherlock hasn't aired the latest season yet -_-

then there's my fics.... so i did say writer-ish, or at least someone who likes to write for hobby, that it's a part of my happy place, an outlet to my some crazy imaginations and ideas that keep running in my head until i get to fall asleep and such. 

all fics are on hold and i feel terrible for it. people would be thinking is this person dead or what? 

i'm sorry, i'm embarrassed. especially that i joined in one contest and couldn't even reach the deadline that had been pushed back a lot. >////< i thought i'd be able to make it but i couldn't. i thought i could squeeze it through those rare moments when break time is absolutely break time and not just some lag phase to a schedule suddenly become crazy hectic (like they crammed everything to a week, sadistic old hags they are)

i will work on them by intramurals week because i'm not the athletic type and the fact that i don't like waking up early to practice nor do i like staying up late or later in school to practice. you know that saying about storms or hurricanes having "the eye of the hurricane" or "the calm before the storm"???  that's how they make the schedule that when we see one day vacant or few days vacant with be scared by it. 

because Hell Week will come and it does. and everyone becomes zombies by then only tp be revived after exams and the vicious cycle begins again after 2 months, sometimes one i think. 

but anyway... if i get too be soooooo happy to be relax (finally, hopefully) on intrams week maybe on sem break. i want to finish everything. for myself and for you guys. tbh, i want to post at least one chappie of any unifinished fic i have by thursday as a gift to myself for turning a year older but none the wiser... lol.. but i doubt that. Hell Week is coming again. X(

From the girl who's so out of it and hopefully would be back in it. wow somehow, that sounds a bit wrong haha