Happy birthday to..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO..

My lovliest, most precious JONGSHIA~~ ♥ ♥ ♥

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I have to spam with hearts. I just - omg. She's turning 20 years old, that ahjumma. Still, she acts like she's 8 sometimes. That silly head~~ ♥ But who am I to judge? I act like I'm 5 most of the time. ♥

You guys have no idea how much this girl means to me. Really - it's insane. I love her a lot, and all she has done for me. I mean - she's always there when I need her. Whenever it's to cheer me up, spazz over Jongtae or just.. to talk to somebody. She's there. And that means oh-so-ing-much! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I feel like she's one of the few people who accept me for what I truly am - with my flaws and all. She knows stuff I don't usually tell people. All because I really do trust her a lot. She is easy to rely on, that's why.

We haven't known each other for too long, and yet I'm still completely infatuated with this girl. I mean - with everything she does for me, how can I not be? Therefore I feel so terrible when she's feeling down, and I can't help her and be there for her, because of my stressing life here on the boarding school. Really, it feels like I'm always letting her down. It saddens me, oh yes it does.

But I love her, and she should know that.

(Which I probably think she already does..)