I am possitive now that I am the worst author ever at the moment. I'm so sorry you guys! *bows* I'm so sorry ...

Wondering why I'm so sorry? Aish ... I don't even know what I'm doing anymore ... being a teen ! So many decisions that can be life changing! lol I'm off subject ...

Anyway, I've read some blogs about people who are leaving this site and give long reasons as to why they are ... I did the same thing with my anime fanfic that I was at before this site because I got into kpop more than anime. Now that I've brought this up, I bet you all are thinking that I'm leaving, ne? 

I'm not! At least not at the moment. However, I am taking a short break with my writing. (This is why I am so sorry!). I know that you all are waiting for me to update Pieces and Deadly Secrets! I KNOW!! And I"m SOOOO SORRRYYYY!!! I feel terrible that I am leaving you all like this ... I feel so bad *cries and bows* 

I have honestly sat down and tried to write the next chappie of Pieces about three or four times, but I haven't gotten father than a page into it. It's gotten me so frustrated ... but I am pretty sure I know why I haven't been able to write, so please listen to my reasons before you scream at me (and you all are more than welcome to yell at me because I deserve it for keeping you all waiting)!!

1. I am starting school in about two weeks and i'm trying to prepare, mentally, for it because I know that I will be hit with a lot of stress and I don't want to react how I did last year with the stress. 

2. I know that my writing is okay, but I am very insecure about myself and that includes my writing, so I always think about how my writing when I am writing a new chappie ... and that doesn't help me freewrite ... lol

3. I've been struggling with who I am and what I am going to do after high school for a while now and I still am ... and it's always on my mind, even when I write ... and I can't focus on my writing enough because of it.

4. I think I also have a mini writer's block ... I know what I want to write about and where my stories are going, but I can't seem to write the words down ... and that's frustrating!!

I know that I keep telling you all things over and over to tell you why I can't update and I'm so sorry!!!! I am NOT leaving this site ... I love it too much and I don't want to stop writing because I love that as well. However, at the moment  ... I just need a break. *bows* I'm sorry! It's just that ... I have so much that I'm thinking about and I am NOT good at multitasking! I never have been, and that involves thinking about things too! lol 

I'm so terribly sorry! I don't know how to express how sorry I am to all of my amazing readers who have been so patient with me and given me support for my stories ... but I honestly cannot write at the moment ... I'm sorry! *90 degree bow*

I sincerely hope that you all won't hate me too much, but I get it if you are mad at me because I would be too! I would love it if you all stayed subscrbed to my stories, but if you are too upset or something, I get it if you wnat to leave! Aish ... I'm sorry!!!

I hope that you all understand why I need this break from writing! I am still going to be on this site regularly, but I won't be updating for a while ... for how long? I don't know! :(

However, I will promise everyone of you that I will NOT leave you all hanging! I WILL finish my stories. I will!

I'm sorry! I hope you all will forgive me!

Bye~