i seem to have a knack for forgetting stories.

(btw, this story has non-con. just wanna put that out there before i offend anyone by carelessly throwing around similar/perhaps harsher terms in this 'list')

like my other 'help me find this fic's, it will be unedited

anyways the story is chaptered. or it couldn't been a one shot with a separate sequel, but i have a feeling it was a chaptered story.

it started as kaisoo

it's 3rd POV

the beginning is pretty much kyungso centric

kyungsoo was in a cage. it might've also mentioned taht in the description.

i believe in the first chapter, kai kyungsoo and it hurts

he may have hit him a couple times?

kyungsoo may have been chained. not his entire body but maybe a collar with a chain, or a chained ankle

kyungsoo keeps telling kai to let him go

then eventually, jongin asks kyungsoo if he wants to go out with him

(i believe it was in this story, but it could've been in another one. though i'm pretty sure it was in this)

kyungsoo notices how jongin blushes, acts shy, and it says something along the lines of "as if he hadn't him" but maybe a lot more explicit

kyung says no

he may have said more thigns of rejection

jongin leaves the rooms silently

days go by and jongin asks kyung every day if he wants to go somewhere

then one day, he actually says yes, surprising them both

at some point, kyung eventually develops stockholm syndrome, where the person held captive 'falls in love' with their captor

i forget where they went, maybe to the park, the movies or a restaurant for a date

or none of the above, and even though they were out in public, kyung didn't try to leave

then when they get home, they have actuial time or soemthing, idk.

then eventually, there was this place kaisoo had to go

(the paragraph below may or may not have happened)

could've been some funeral or something

then they meet a pair of brothers, hunhan. they're a couple

or they're not brothers at all and are jsut a couple

it's either kyung or jongin that notice in their heads how creepy they seem, just staring

(that's all for this part.)

then there's a chapter/part not concentrated on kaisoo, but hunhan

luhan misses kai

he's whining, or complaing, or crying cuz he misses him

sehun says something about it being Lu's idea to leave him out there (and by 'out there' it couldve been like outsidne in the streets in the rain, erasing his memory somehow)

luhan says something like 'yeah, but i miss him' or 'but i still love him'

then they talk a bit more but i don't remember

maybe sehun or luhan starting a plan of some sort

then, maybe a couple days later, jongin leaves kyung at home to go to the club (i forget why, but he goes there)

it feels nasty in there

he's thinking about kyung

then hunhan approaches him

the three start dancing, grinding, and maybe touching in the crowd

jongin's put under some sort of spell or something

he's thinking how wrong it was and how he needs to get out of there and go to kyungsoo

see kyungsoo

but kyungsoo's not there

luhan and sehun are (he doesn't even know how he knows their names) and that they lvoe him and he loves them

this part was written in a really strange, spellbound/drunken/drugged state of jongin

it slowly makes him forget about kyungsoo

he starts to identify himself as kai

at one point, it said "and Sehun and Sehun and Luhan" to show how weirdly he's starting to think

it's still 3rd pov, but it's kai-centric

his thoughts are rambling off uncontrollably

it's a bunch of neverending, run-on sentences

says about how sehun always s kai painfully hard and rough but kai takes it and loves it because he knows sehun loves him and he loves the way sheun s him (they're not having at this point, they're still dancing but it's still in kai's thought and he's reflecting on this)

sehun's the boss of him

kai s luhan the way luhan likes and even though he's doing Lu, they both know that Luhan's the one in charge

the chapter ends with one sentence, like "Back at the apartment, Kyungsoo's eyelids weigh heavily as he lay in bed, wrapped in the blankets, but he remained awake, waiting for Jongin to return home."

it had at least 7 chapters. maybe aroudn 13 or so. or it looked like 13.