still alive

 ive been in a rut for the longest time now, probably since august

and tbh i went from making it my goal to read 10k fanfics (my susbcriptions is actually 2.2k LOL) to lately, i dont read anything

i hardly messages, and barely go on here anymore, and dont even listen to exo anymore

but then i read this blog post

http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/1116166  and now i wanna get my shiet together

idk what the point of my blogpost is, but i guess its just for the two people reading this to know that im not abandoning little lolita, im just slower than ever,

gonna find my groove soon though. (ㄱ‿ㄱ)

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lilnugget #1
I read thr other comments here in comparison to mine, and I feel dumb
lilnugget #2
I'M SGAKING IN MY BPOTS OH MY GOD!!!! I'LL START A FAN CLUB FOR YOU!! /GIVES ALL MY LOVES/ HAVE THEM PLS
I GET WHAT YOU MEAN, BUT I STILL OH MY HEART AND HOT AND HOPE AND YAY YOU'RE NOT DEAD
PROOFS
HSOKHXUXOLWBYZIKAHSUXO
ya know, I'm thinking about it now, an you're probably a 20 something (or damn near it) woman, and I'm being all immature and needy in your notifs, but
It is just who i an
I understand people get older and their hobbies change and their preferences change and their everything is just...different...but I'm too immature to not feel hurt and sad and anxious about it.
I'm glad you /insert words/
I'm getting really emotional over this
I'm noT CrYIng YOU ARE
happylacus #3
An era has its golden years and empire rise and flourish. With exo fans growing up and finding 'mature' stuff to busy themselves. but I personally don't think anyone can top exo-l s in the artistic division and you're a part of that. I'm really happy that somehow even with your busy life you still think about us, or your fic ( I really love LL) and had no intention of abandoning it. I know how much you love Luhan but for you to stay in the fandom you really have my respect.
luhanships #4
aww hope u start writing soon again :-)!!
Ljongshipper #5
well I hope that you'll be fine and I'm really glad that you wouldn't abandon little lolita for I'm still waiting to see what happened next.
cornhob #6
I totally feel you, friend.
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