Even though I don't want to be jealous, I can't help but to be.

It kind of hurts though especially for fans to see this cause we grow really insecure and lose so much hope.

I mean I don't hate Krystal or anything, I actually love her and f(x).

But yeah seeing intimate pictures like this make me die a little inside.

They could be dating or not, but even if they were Kim Jongin was never ours to begin with.

So fans need to stop hating on Krystal it's not worth it and imagine her feelings.

Like put yourself in that situation.

You finally see your bias and you guys fall in love but then you get so much hate.

Yeah it's a pretty ty feeling right?

So we shouldn't bash although it hurts us we just have to face reality.

Also a lot of fans are being denial and saying that's it's an SM trainee that just looks like Kai..

But trust me that man in the photo is definitely Exo's dancing machine Kai.

Yerrr just had to get this off my chest cause I feel a lot of exotics are feeling the same pain but we'll fight through the pain together.

Well that was all for now.

First actually meaningful blog post, I think I should do more.

Not even sure if people will read this but yeah.