Yong Soah is someone who has perfected the art of looking normal without really being quite so normal on the inside. She's someone who doesn't like to stand out from the crowd; it is as she puts it - troublesome. She'll talk, she'll smile, she'll make polite comments but she's always careful to put enough distance between herself and others in a way that they'll know her when they see her but just as easily forget her in her absence. She's not bothered by the silence and actually accepts it whole-heartedly; she'll take the loneliness and solitude over the familiar buzz of life any given day. Maybe it's because of this, she's extra sensitive to the people around her - not to their feelings though. She's always tried to blend in that half the time she kept on studying those around her, looking for any extra signs that said they were interested in her. She's not aware about it but this is why she has an observant eye for catching details that others often miss. Though she's completely clueless when it comes to herself.

Soah is not someone who likes being the mother of the group or a kind angel who's set on helping everyone she comes across, regardless of whether they want her help or not. She's not some cheesy heroine in a chick flick, no. Simply put Soah's rational. She prefers to think things through with her mind rather than follow the course of her heart. That's why no one's ever seen her lose her cool. It's also another reason why her advices are 99 percent of the time effective. Blame the remaining 1 percent on the twisted journey we call life. Yes there are moments where she wants to rip her hair apart or someone else's for that matter, times where she wants to use the most rudest of profanities that'll make an elder's heart fail, times where she has the most scathing remarks ready on the tip of her tongue that'll cut a man to half his size just with her words alone but at the last moment, she holds it in. Cause despite the heat of the moment she knows, it'll end up it nothing but fights blown out of proportions, words you don't really mean and the guilt, hate, tears and self-loathing that follows. To Soah this are all messy, something that will only disturb her peaceful world. Hence she smoothes her ruffled feathers and cocoons herself in her blanket of tranquility.

Besides that, I guess I'll admit that maybe being in a band won't be so bad. Despite not liking the circumstances I was brought in, I won't deny I like playing the guitar. It's fun. It's me. And I guess, it doesn't hurt to experiment around a bit, play with music and create fond memories. I think everyone wants to look back at their school life with a fondness than just remember who slept with who, or who slapped who.

Hyeryong already had me cornered, so I guess there was nothing I could do. She'd seen me playing the guitar once but still for the satisfaction of the other girls, she wanted me to take an audition so it'd be fair game to others too. To be pretty honest I was going to mess up on purpose maybe just to irk Hyeryong more and lose my chance but then at the last minute my fingers just started moving on their own. I actually remember performing Taylor Swift's I knew you were Trouble. /chuckles Now that I think about it, maybe in the back of my mind I had really wanted to join the Invitation. I only remember giving it my all. Sorry to disappoint but I'm the type that does not get nervous during the performance, it's actually after it. /laughs After that, I was left with awkward silence, I think, haha.

The pianist - Moon Younha. Hmm, now that I think about it maybe is it because we have a lot of things in common? Violin, piano and books. I don't know about the rest though. Besides I find it funny how one minute she's all so impregnable and has holier than thou attitude and then the Chinese exchange student just has to look her way and she's a gooey poodle of mush. /laughs It's really funny. I about it every time it happens. Ah, also the manager unnie. I think I just like her. Her competitive nature is a stark contrast to my laidback one, opposites attract. /shrugs while smiling She also tells me really funny stories about this stupid brother of hers, unnie is a really fun person to be around with. Though sometimes I worry for her. What with the way she looks at the drummer of 'O' I can say unnie likes him a lot. And that's what worries me. His intentions seems a bit dark to me.

The rhythm guitarist. We're not that far in age but still I just don't understand how her brain works. She's childish and naive, something I had stopped being a long time ago. I understand that she's sheltered and the maknae of the group and whatnot but it can't be that hard to try and be understanding of others once in a while. Also the fact that she has an obvious crush on the bassist of 'O' does not help me calm down a bit. Everyone knows of his image, even she does, so I still can't understand why she'd throw away her pride like that and chase him like a love-sick puppy. Youngsters nowadays. /sighs