Today is my birthday :( My dad is away.. My stepmom is with him. my mom is also far away. It's like today is not a special day. It's been raining all day. everyone greeted me in school though. but that's not enough. i need my parents. i need them. i want to cry but i can't. My ex bf, we broke up a month ago but i still love him. he only greeted me on text and chat.. i guess he really moved on and doesn't care a single bit about me anymore. Waaahh :'( this is one of the worst birthdays i had. You will greet me wont you? Sorry for the typos. just wrote this through my phone. I can't manage to stand up because of headache and cramps. ugh. im pathetic