seriously, i don't know why my life is like this.

so many things are going on and i hate it, for

starters, my best friend left to go somewhere

abroad...i can't see her that often now. i really

miss her, she and i have very weird pasts on

how we became friends...

when she and i first met, we didn't like each

other at all. i thought she was a girly person

so i was like, "ugh, who is this girl? she's so

girly!" and when she saw me she was scared

of me because i hang out with people who are

considered 'popular' in school. so we didn't like

each other. then after that, we became friends

one day in the playground. i was playing with

my friend. at first, she didn't want to come be-

cause she saw me but in the end she did. so we

played with each other and played with each

other and we became friends. we became best

friends because we started to always talk to each

other and yay.

she is really one of a kind, she reunited me with

my old best friend and became friends with some-

one i used to ignore because she was too quiet and

looked scary. now all four of us are best friends and

she left. i know it's not her fault that she has to study

abroad but i really miss her. i hope we can meet each

other again soon. i also don't want to lose my other 2

best friends, they're the best people ever.