I saw B.A.P in their NYC concert O________O

I...I can't

Oh my gosh

Just....

It still feels like a dream.

A perfect dream.

It still feels like a dream.

I don't remember how I felt during the concert.

It doesn't seem real. At all.

I got the $80 tickets.

But my mom was able to talk to the securities and they allowed me and my new friend that I met there to go into the pit.

I was 15 ft. away from the stage.

15 ft. away from B.A.P. 

15 ft. away from Best Absolute Perfect.

YoungJae was so close to me.

He was so beautiful.

He made me realize that it wasn't a dream. 

And that they were right there in front of me.

DaeHyun was... just amazing. 

I wasn't prepared to see Zelo. I swear, I couldn't even.

I was so glad that HimChan was okay and that he was able to perform. He sang, and he had such a beautiful voice. He needs to sing a lot more often.

YongGuk......

oh my god.

JongUp was so handsome and his dancing skills.... to see him dance in front of me...

DaeHyun is so much more beautiful in real life more than on screen. His vocals were amazing. 

BYG actually DJ'ed for us. I felt like I was at a real club. It was so much fun.

YoungJae was so close to making eye-contact with me. So close.

(And I didn't get to see JongUppie's abs because DaeHyun was in my way >:{)

I see B.A.P in a whole new light. 

I realized that they're real people and they're not just dancing/singing/rapping bodies I see on my computer screen.

They're real shiz.

When I got home, and I saw my B.A.P posters... I felt so sad because I realized that I probably won't ever see them again. I felt so close to them.

I honestly do not know what I'm suppose to look forward in life anymore. I was just excited to see B.A.P.

Thanks for reading my little story :3