How did I fall in love with you?

How can it hurt like this?
I’ve never wanted anyone this bad
Can I touch you if I say I love you a thousand times?
Can you know my heart if I cry and beg in vain?

Should I try hating that name a thousand times?
Should I count how much pain I’ve got?
Love has already grown too big
Because you aren’t me
You won’t feel the same way as I do, will you?
Yes. It’s me who likes you more

Even if my heart is wounded 9 times
It’s okay if I can smile once
Because being with you is my happiness
Even if you seemed unfavored just once
I’ve never taken it easily
I did everything you told me, whatever it was

Even if my waiting is as long as one thousand years
It’s okay if I can see you
One day, one month, one year
Though I know you won’t come
I toss and turn endlessly
And fall asleep as I wait for you, wait for you

When can I see you in a comfortable way?
When can I get rid of this greed?
I want to know everything about you
From when did you live and hide inside my heart?
It has become a deep thorn that I can’t even take out

Even if my heart is wounded 9 times
It’s okay if I can smile once
Because being with you is my happiness
Even if you seemed unfavored just once
I’ve never taken it easily
I did everything you told me, whatever it was

Even if my waiting is as long as one thousand years
It’s okay if I can see you
One day, one month, one year
Though I know you won’t come
I toss and turn endlessly
And fall asleep as I wait for you, wait for you

I wanna keep you
Can’t give you to anyone
To me there’s only you, if it’s not you
being alone is more comfortable to me
Again, like yesterday, at this place
It’s me waiting then waiting for you
It’s me waiting then waiting for you

IT ING HURTS TO BE A FANGIRL, OKAY. T^T