No excuses

Hi subscibers. Sorry if I've been in active here. But trust that I am working on my fics. It's just that.. I'm having a hard time focusing.

Especially now.. Just to inform you guys, ELF is my major fandom and SUPER JUNIOR my bias group. They're the reason I got in to KPOP in the first place.

And now, another one of our oppas is heading to the army.

It'll be two long years without Yesung oppa singing those high notes.

It'll be two long years without Yesung oppa's awkward-slash-trying-hard adlib dances.

It'll be two long years without Yesung oppa spazzing around twitter and posting selcas.

It'll be two long years without Yesung oppa serving ELFs in MoBit.

It'll be two long years without Yesung oppa.

He's not even my ultimate bias but it hurts knowing that he'll be gone for a long time.

I don't even know why this is getting me so down. I mean, when leader Teukkie enlisted I wasn't emoting this bad.

But with Yeye.. I don't know.. I feel really sad.

Oh, and he didn't even want an event for his enlistment. He wanted to do it privately, non of other SUPER JUNIOR members will even be there with him.

He said it's coz he may not leave with a smile if he see's ELFs before enlisting.

God. I'm tearing up here.

/sighs/

I'll promise to post a new one shot by this week.

Expect "THE AFTER PARTY" update next week coz honestly I can't even focus on my EXO writings when my ELF heart is hurting.

Don't get me wrong I'm an EXOtic at heart too. But I think I'll be crying over Yesung oppa's enlistment on May 6th instead of celebrating ByunBaek's birthday.

No offense BAEKons and EXOtics. I.. I'm just really sad..

Sorry.

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EXOJoonma02
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don't worry, im sure your readers will understand ^_^
it's just normal to be sad in situations like yours. cheer-up ^_^ yesung will surely comeback.