It's sad when you find it so easy to lie to the people who you care about.

I fee like such an / right now.

So, you all know about my bad habit I picked up about a year ago? Yeah, well

it's bitten me in the and now I can't do volleyball.

I mean, volleyball was for me anyway becuase ... well,

I suked at it and I shouldn't have played, but my teammates were like

"We need you!" But they don't ... but I still like volleyball. It's the only sport

I'm relatively good at, but noooo, I can't play.

And I had to give a reason why I'm not playing to my friends.

Wanna know what I said?

I said I didn't like volleyball anymore and that it was a waste of my

time and that I hated it.

It's sad, so ing sad that it's programmed into my brain

to say what others need to hear or what they want to hear instead

of putting my own opinion into something or lying to everyone.

Yeah, today is not a good day.

To top it off, I can't write anything for the life of me. I've tried to get something,

anything down - even a one-shot. But no ... nothing. So, no updates or anything

for a bit. Mian!

Well, sorry if you read all of that. I just needed to vent and since I can't write

anything in Word, I thought this might help ... yeah, nope. Oh well,

I need to go study for a test in Meteorology and read a story.

*bows* Sorry for troubling eveyone. Seriously, pay no heed to this!