So,

I hope everyone is doing well :)

I'm experiencing super duper writer's block lol. But I'm almost finished with FILCS and PMMB updates.

HOORAH! :)

I get so distracted though its not even funny, man. And its hard to write about Onew with OC's when I know he has a gf lol.

Well, not 'according to him'. But, who knows.

WHICH REMINDS ME...

I'm COMPLETELY for the freedom of idols. Full out. But I honestly can't help but be extremely aggravated with some of the comments I read about his 'scandals'. I've even resolved to just not reading them anymore. There are the comments that are sensible, like

'Oh, it's nice to see him out enjoying himself. If its true, good luck to them both.'

I like those.

THEN, we have these:

'I HOPE IT IS TRUE AND I HOPE THEY GET MARRIED AND HAVE BABIES AND EVERYTHING!!! THE FANS YOU'RE ALL JUST UGLY AND JEALOUS LET THEM HAVE A LIFE!!!!!!!"

...Where did we go wrong?

First of all, its alarming how excited they are over someone else's romance lol. And second, if they can be ecstatic, why can't they allow the others to feel their emotions. Whether its pain, jealousy, anger, or resentment. They're allowed to feel upset just like you're allowed to feel happy.

STORY TIME!!!!

I have three older sisters, two of which have been the super excited fangirl at one point in their lives. Granted, they were super young and had no idea that years later, none of this would matter to them, lol. So I've seen them grow out of the fan phase and move on with their lives like most fangirls do. You can't bash the fangirls just because they get upset or jealous. Its only natural. Its part of being a fan.

They will get over it.

Regardless of how jealous they are, why does that anger anyone else? Lol, they can't do anything about that jealousy or anger so they have no choice but to ride it out. But honestly, bashing them and telling them that they're stupid and that their oppas will never want them is just rude and unecessary. Why break their fangirl hearts even more?

I'm a firm believer in the phrase 'never say never', and I don't ever believe its my place to tell someone what will or will never happen to them. I also believe in the phrase 'impossible is nothing'. No matter how unrealistic it is, if they want to believe let them! Who the hell stomped all over your dreams and made you bitter?

You only go as far as you believe you can. As soon as you say "I know that'll never happen.", well...you put the limit on yourself.

So, anyway...

This one celeb my sister used to fangirl over as a teenager (*who shall remain nameless), ended up in her studio last year for an interview because he was making a comeback  all these years later. My sister is now a radio personality and was interviewing him for her show since he was having a concert in town.

By the end of the interview, he informed her that he thought she was beautiful and wanted to exchange numbers with her.

ALL THESE YEARS LATER.

So I tend to believe people when they say 'hey, you never know.'

Because you don't.

Even if these girls are like...12. Even more reason to brush it off. They're kids! They don't even know what concrete reasoning is yet. Just let them be. Geez.

Moving on.

I got a request for a oneshot involving a kind of murder mystery theme. Would you guys like reading something like that? I would have to really buckle down on it because I've never written anything like that. But I think it would be fun! I don't know, let me know.

Whatever I write, I'd want you guys to enjoy it.

OMG!

So...is anyone else hoping that Jonghyun doesn't comeback with a new nose? Lol :(

I sincerely hope he's okay, but I don't want anything about his face to change. And since breathing is such a huge part of singing I truly hope this doesn't effect that in any way either. I love his voice.

And this is so off topic, and has absolutely nothing to do with K-Pop, but...

There's this group called Mindless Behavior that my sister did some media coverage for, and they have this song called 'All Around the World' out right now.

I don't like boy bands very much and K-Pop is more than enough lol, but I checked them out cause she kept saying they were cute and I actually loved the little video! They're awesome dancers and the one kid's hair is just...so bouncy and fun to watch while he dances. Lol. Of course being a hairstylist its the first thing I noticed.

But...I'm gonna go now.

I have to wash my hair! :) Haha

As always, thank you for your support , your loyalty and your patience. Much, much love.

xoxo-Ava