my weaboo days... sigh. it's really funny to reminscine about those days.  literally hear nothing but just jpop songs, watch animes and dream to be a mangaka. but alas, kpop finally found me and lured me into it's trap what am i actually saying OTL. now i just want to drown into vocaloid songs again - here are some of my favorites.

hatsune miku - karakuri pierrot, can't i even dream, 1/6, unhappy refrain, heat-haze days, last night good night, spica, romeo & cinderalla
hatsune miku & megurine luka - world's end dancehall, magnet
kagamine rin - meltdown, princess of evil, kokoro 
kagamine len - servant of evil, kiseki, spice!
kagamine twins - kokoro x kiseki, karakuri burst
megurine luka - corruption garden, leia
gumi - mosaic roll, coward montblanc
mixed - alice human sacrifice

I ADMIT MY BIAS IS MIKU OK.

from those, i think i'd pick karakuri pierrot. i even modified the english lyrics a bit so i can sing-a-long with it using english i remember the japanese tho

karakuri pierrot

i am waiting here, two hours ago,
i'm still waiting alone,
so this must've been your answer.

the passers-by at the streets,
the floating clouds
are laughing at me, my stupidity.

it's so easy, yet so dificult,
for i can move on as soon as i accept reality.
i can't believe it, nor do i want to believe it
that iniside you clearly see me as a clown

ah, i spun, i spun, until i got tired
ah, my breath, is it running out?
yes, this is my pitiful fate
and still i'm unable to reach you.

the earth, spinning while carrying me,
with an unconcerned expression
it spins.

for just one second,
i hold my breath
and unable to say anything i stand still
(dumbfounded.)

it is a coincidence, yet it is also a fate
for i know if i don't know anything it will just be fine.
i felt your warmth
on my hands
your smile
your gestures
all of those will just make me break apart

ah, i spun, i spun, and i'm tired of doing it
ah, i spun, i spun, and i'm tired of doing it
ah, my breath, my breath, is it running out
ah, my breath, my breath, is it running out?

ah, all of that, all of those, will begin to change
ah, i'm scared to think about changing
this is enough
i'm not waiting for you anymore
or else i'll be really breaking apart

ah, i spun, i spun, and i'm tired of doing it
ah, my breath, is it running out

yes, i am that clown that you always desired
so please for now and forever

manipulate my strings

this is the reason why i love jpop. the lyrics.
and holy i'm missing a lot of the new songs. gonna drown in them like rn.