Sincerelly today I almost started crying on the bus just because I heard a song that reminded me of a certain one that now is not anymore...

it's killing me... I think I'm depressed... still they say that if you say so yourself you're not... but I think I am... still not to the point of going suicidal but I'm living in agony since a while ago... for a while I thought that everything was okay... but today I'm back to two years ago... when he passed away...

I miss him... I miss the past me...