I'm stuck...like completely stuck!!

Hi my crazy y people! Ayah I so wanted to write that!!

So I'm actually in the middle of my 'official' summer holiday period... Even though I promised myself I would start study starting tomorrow since I'll have two exams in September... Yay! (It's ironic obviously... Not happy at all T-T).

Moreover, since i'm kind of a procrastinator (? I know what it means since it's the same in Italian but I don't know if I'm using it right in English - however I mean that I always say that I'll do things later cause later I'll have more free time or some other random excuses) plus here lots of things areclosed in August I'm starting to self study to take the theory exam to finally (and hopefully) get a driving license by the end of September.. That'd be funny but I think it'll be even funnier when I'll have to actually drive XD

However that's not what I started this blog to rant about (I always rant about my little problems in this blog XD)..

The fact is as you read that I'M SO DAMN STUCK!! How? I can't continue write the story I've started cause I just can't I don't know how or what I could put in the middle of the story up until now and the following of the story T-T

And I'm kind of stuck also in reality.. Like I've already said in some previous posts I'm having some problems with some of my so called friends . . . Thinking about it I'd rather say with most of them and I don't actually think I've done them some wrong (maybe I have without knowing but I don't think that's the case, but I could be wrong)... So I'm stuck in a limbo without knowing if it's them or me.. Maybe we are just all at fault or maybe they're not actually friends that I don't know... Plus I'm the only one interested in k-pop and Korea and Asia in general so I can't even talk to them about it so I think I'm stuck in a place that's not right for me... Let's leave out of this my inexistent love life...

But it's not like I'm depressed or too said about it...iI'm actually pretty fine lately I'm trying not to care about it (even tought it becames rather bothersome at times like I can't stop thinking about it) and just find my own way... it's just that I think that writing it can help me sort things out in my head and get some bad feeling off of my chest... That's all.. Until the next rant ;) annyeong~!! <3 

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