idk y i just easily like people then i get hurt later on /slaps myself
but idk i think this one is just a crush hhahahahahha

O YES BBYS IM GONNA TALK ABOUT MY NEW CRUSH
yes yes i "change crushes a lot" but ive been crushless for so long
soooooooooooooo ya

OK SO LIEK TODAY WE HAD SOME SCHOOL THING
(even if it's a saturday // nobody really cares bc no life)
so i got into my uniform and
i felt like making everything neat
so i was neat today 8D

\\IRRELEVANT//

ok so anyway i was at that school and WOAH it was damn big
this is totally irrelevant i just wanna put it out there that the school is like a MAZE
ide

then then once we were done, which waslike 4-5 hours later,
we got on a school transport bus thing and went back to school

my friend recently moved closer to me so there was this one bus that brings us all the way there
if we took the subway, it would take like 40 mins and that's excluding the time for me to walk to the bus station
so we took the bus
and anyway i love buses more than trains so ya

so once we arrived to my bus station, she alr alighted to her house yknow
and i was alone

tbh today i as super tired and sleepy cuz it's saturday and all
so i just took my time
now at first i hated myself for wasting time BC I WANNA GO HOME
AND PLAY AND PLAY AND PLAY
but that regret soon disappeared when I KNOCKED INTO MY EX-CRUSH

DUN

DUN

DUN

yes baby
EX-CRUSH

ok well not really but i was infatuated to him once like 3 years ago
after we graduated primary school we barely met
(except on teachers' day bc we go back to our primary schools to see our teacher and friends)
but like i was never exactly super interested

BUT U GOTTA HEAR HOW I BUMPED INTO HIM

so like in the bus station, there are like rows made of metal bars to separate the different bus numbers
u know what i mean? no i dont think so
singaporeans would understand ahhaa
ok anyway i was walking in that row and following the queue
my crush was walking like a metre to the side away from me but towards my direction

k U SEE MY MEMORY IS REALLY WEIRD
it can remember features, numbers and names really well
but that's it
LAWL 8D

and my eyes are like always moving around
so i look up down left right like every second
and it caught sight of that guy
and i recognised him

i was like woah that's unexpected
he was about 3 metres "in front" of me like still to the side by 1 metre
u na mean? \\byg ref//

so i was like just staring at him O.O
but then he turned and caught my gaze

and here's the part:

for like 20 seconds, we were staring into each others' eyes in silence

LIKE U KNOW WHAT I MEAN
IT SOUNDS SO CORNY BUT DAMN THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED

AND I SWEAR MY HEART WASLIKE BUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUM
and i didnt want to break dat eye contact
BC THERE WAS THIS CONNECTION U NA MEAN?!?!?!?!

but then u know what he did?

ok let's say my name is hoya ok

he suddenly went like: "hoyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" in this naggy voice
and i wasnt even surprised cuz that's how my crush is even in primary school
so naggy and whiny and effortless when talking u na mean?
ANDIT'S GOOD BC IT MEANS HE DIDNT CHANGE

but then u know what i did?
i (ACCIDENTALLY) gave him this look: o.O
then all i did was smile
yeah smile

I FEEL SO DUMB OK I SHOULD'VE WAVED OR SMTH
BC HE'S LIKE REALLY CLOSE SOMEHOW
MY CLASS 3 YEARS AGO WAS SO BONDED WE LOVE EACH OTHER
AND FOR ME TO JUST SMILE AT THE SIGHT OF HIM
it's like we're strangerssssss D:
SO I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT SMILE
BC I WAS STONED
I COULDNT REACT

SO THAT AS WHEN I REALISED:

WOAH MY HEART IS BEATING
REALLY FAST

and i got a new crush

now i cant stop thinking about him smh