Is it just me?

One of Jongin's middle school classmates described his personality as "crazy weird/funny." He said that Jongin used to draw One Piece and Digimon on the chalkboards all the time. Even in his notebook, Jongin had his own comic strips with this bunny character chanting weird incantations. Jongin's old classmate ended his account with: "Ah, the kid who was known for his dancing, the one who taught our whole class to dance to WG's 'Tell Me'...He's on TV now...."

 BAEKHYUN STAGE (Baekhyun's fansite) closed down and the last thing they did for Baekhyun is to donate 1 million won to the children's hospital foundation under Baekhyun's name. So the site closed down because the unnie graduated last week and started to look for work and she has no time to follow exo  anymore. So the last thing they did for Baekhyun is to donate 1 million won to the children's hospital foundation under Baekhyun's name.

 

CAN I JUST EXPRESS HOW MUCH I HATE THESE KINDS OF POSTS? /SIGH/ 

nothing personal though...

 

 

Its just that whenever I see/read these kinds of post, its like a HUGE slap in my face! Im a Sophomore College student already and next year I'll be in GC (Graduating Class). and seeing these posts? tbh, it casts my spirit down. way way way down. Its like reality hitting me straight in the face. How?

1. Well, its a harsh reminder that the more moments pass by, the more popular they get (not that I hate them getting more popular) the more gap between them and us. D: 

 

2. Its just like yesterday, EXO is just releasing their teasers. and look at them now! mah babies. allgrownupnow. /sobs/ they seem so unreachable now. :'(

 

3. AND OFCOURSE. the ever inevitable "growing up" topic. this has always been a sore spot for me. Its like realizing that one day, we'll just look back at these times. one day, we'll have to let go of all of these. one day, we have to be serious cos life is coming upon us. debts, payments, bills, work, business, money, deadlines, bosses, overtimes. that would be our new world. no more fanfics, no more plots going on our minds, no more upbeat kpop music blasting from our headphones, no more shippings, otps. its hard to even imagine right? but that's it. the painful realityBut our lives were changed forever. EXO would never be the exothermic reactions in chemistry but a planet. Crayon would never be coloring stuff. VIP would never hold the same meaning ever again. Shiny isnt just an adjective anymore. ELF isn't just little creatures, Black Jacks arent cards and BAP isnt onomatopeia.


im sorry, if i casted down your spirits as well. quitz. ;)

 

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pandaislove
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no worries there hun. it's called the cycle of life.
one day we like them and the next thing you know they're just a memory within us. the best thing though is that we get to meet them (not personally but you know what i mean. :))