No One
"I'm ok. I'm fine."
No you're not.
"Yes I am."
Stop lying.
"I'm not."
Yes, you are. But why?
"Because I don't want to get in trouble."
With who, your emotions?
"Just anyone. I'm sure someone will find a way to make my self esteem crash even more."
Shut up, that's not true. Your self esteem should be sky high.
"Why? I have no reason for it."
Why do you self pity yourself so much? It's irritating.
"I didn't realize it bothered you... I'm sorry."
Sorry doesn't fix everything. Now quit cowering and actually do something.
"But I can't. Don't you see I'm powerless? Nothing works out."
That's a lie. Quit fussing and stand up.
"But I don't want to stand up. I want to stay down, just where everyone put me."
No one put you there except yourself.
"That's not true. Everyone around me traps me in a bubble and shoves me lower into the ground. And that seems as though that's the place I should stay."
Why are you talking like this? Nothing's even happened yet.
"A lot of things have happened. I just don't like to show it."
Regardless, it's in the past. Now act like your age and get over it. Move on.
"Things are always easier said than done."
....
You'll find a way.
"Ok."
Don't just agree with me, say it like you mean it.
"Ok, I believe you. I'll move on."
Stop it. Stop it now. I'm sick and tired of this. When you learn to actually see what you have, then come back. But for now, stay at this self proclaimed lowly level that you've sunken into. But don't come running back with tears in your eyes saying you've seen the light and the error of your ways.
"Ok. I'm sorry for messing this up like everything else."
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"Are you still there?"
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"I lost another one..."
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