Well, here I am again. I decided to rant about my future again. 

Well, it seems that I've been over thinking lately. And I'm kinda stressed out.

My dad and I ate dinner awhile ago and as we ate, we kinda discussed about the future or something and well he wants me to be successful someday (well thats a given since every parent would want their child to be successful). 

but the thing is, I don't really know what to do in the future yet.

I'm only 17 years old but I really can't use my age as a reason as to why I still don't have a clear view of what I want to be in my life. Other kids my age had already set their mind for a goal and here I am still pondering about what's my goal.

My dad told me that it's his life long dream to have a business of his own and I also thought that it's a good idea. Now when our conversation got deeper, my dad said that he wanted me to be successful with a business of my own. 

quite frankly, I haven't really given much thought to how my future would be. I don't excel in anything. I don't even know if I have any kind of talent. and my course/major in college doesn't really fit that of having a personal business.

I know it'll be hard to actually think of what my goal is and I just can't possibly think of one overnight. It's just that my dad suddenly brought the topic and it made me think deeply about my future. 

Right now, all I can do is study well right? Maybe while I go through my everyday living, I might be able to think things through and maybe come up with what I really want to be in the future. 

I think that's the best thing to do for now, right? 

as a 17 yr old girl, maybe I should focus on my responsibilities for now and take things slowly. nothing good will come if I rush things.

well, bye for now I guess. That definitely made me ease some stress XD