It hurts. So much.

Okay so many people have been talking about this but I really want to have a word in this too.

I think most of you have already known about what has happened to EXO-K's Kai.  And when I say this, I mean it literally. It hurts, a lot. When I read about his update through tumblr, I was literally just breaking on the inside. 

And by looking at all the pictures of him, his expression. The pain is too hard to bear. I'm already close to tears with every single picture I'm forcing myself to look at.

Can they even call themselves fans anymore? I want the kpop fans to be known as the people who love and support out idols to the fullest, not the kind of people who hurt them because of our own selfiness. The "fans" like them are just ruining our kpop fan name. I'm ashamed that some of us actually behave like that.

Would it really hurt that much to just back away a few feet to let them get through? If I was there, looking at the people I adore so much from a far distance would be good enough already. Just by taking a few steps back, it prevents any harm to them and allows for the idols to get through much faster. But no, we just have to decide to take this the hard way.

Kai ing fell down that whole railing. I can't imagine how much pain he was going through, and what hurts even more was how he was trying to endure it.  Baekhyun looked beyong mad and Suho seemed to be thinking it was hit fault - as a leader but couldn't protect s.

If I was there, I'd probably lose myself and go talk to those girls. If it already hurts this much seeing him like that through the computer screen, I can't imagine how much more pain it would be seeing that happen right in front of me.

I'm just glad that the injury isn't too bad. I swear to god if SM starts making him work, I might just start a petition against SM.

I get it. He loves dancing so I will respect if his decision is to keep on working with an injury but I just hope he doesn't force himself too hard. But if SM forces him to work against his own will, that's when I'm going to start raging. 

I mean good thing the injury isn't serious. I can't imagine what will happen if he works too hard and the injury becomes even worst. The worst thing that can ever happen to a dancer is not being able to move your leg, and it's pretty clear that dancing is Kai's life. Let's just hope those "fans" don't take that away from him.

It's long I know but I just really needed to talk about this. 

So last words to all those fans out there.

Please, be careful of what you do. If you truely love them, don't do anything that will result to them being hurt. Not only does it cause them to hurt, it causes the million of fans out their to hurt as well.

Doing those kind of things is not being a true fan, it dirties the name of a kpop fan. So don't. It just hurts to see them in pain like that. It hurts.

So much.

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KimSeokjinwifey #1
Poor Kai :(
I hope he's okay.
sapphire_blue98 #2
and right after a "fan" gives him a teddy bear with a hidden camera in its eye -__- god, what about the "respecting an idol's privacy" thing,eh? -sigh- baekhyun looked like he was about to kill somebody. i don't blame him. and leader suho,as a leader he's feels responsible for it. ;~; if this happens again, i will murder someone. i value my idol's life more than my own because they're the reason why so many people are so happy and smiling. its not even funny. watching such a strong person like that in pain, it hurts like hell.