--iSoul
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Welcome to my profile~ Human of all sorts!
Wait...you're not a human? Oh. Sorry?
But one quick question...
ARE YOU FROM EXO PLANET?!
No? Oh. Okay.. I finally thought Kai was stalking me..
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“ I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ”
I'm weird and dangerous. Just warning you. You'll become a monster once you've known me long enough. All my friends have been normal until they met yours truly here. But hey. Who wants to be normal? That's just plan boring. I'm two face if I say so honestly. I'm happy and cheerful, then grumpy the next moment. I'm hard to deal with. I can have that "-I-don't-give-a-" personality sometimes. Don't claim that you know everything about me when you don't. There's only one person in the entire world who knows exactly who I am and that's me.
Think you can handle me?
Add me then.
I dare you.
Current song addiction: Dynamic Black - Yesterday. Oh god. I can't. The feels.
Current guy idol obsession: My ninja assistant Daehyun and that life ruiner Kai.
Known by the name --iSoul (used to be mf_pikachu) on Asian Fanfics, I'm a a pikapandasaur( mixture of pikachu, panda, and dinosaur), who is disguised as a graphic designer and writer, works part time as a ninja and is currently studying the science of bubbleology.
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The meaning behind my username iSoul? [ pronounced as e-soul ] It's actually simple really.
I is the first letter of my name and stands for myself. Soul stands for whats in my soul. My belief for my dreams, my passion for music and my loved ones.
There you go. iSoul. Simple but has much meaning ^^
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So, my fellow subscribers, friends, and my beloved stalkers....HAI!
My subscribers, you guys are my only motivation to keep on writing and designing my graphics! So, thank you SO SO SO SO MUCH.
And my friends on AFF, I'm glad we get to be friends and. But.. some of you, I really need to know you a bit more. XD
And for my stalkers..um...hi? Having fun there?..
Even though I have many stories, I'm not exactly proud of my old ones. I actually went and delete like 4 of them because I just didn't like them. I started out a an amateur writer on AFF, but after months have passed by, I saw writing in a different light. Writing is letting your imagination flow, experincing what it is to live in a different world ; escaping your reality, even for just a moment.
I'm not exactly happy with the first story I wrote. It was a Christmas short story I wrote when I first joined AFF. Now whenever I read it, I literally want to kill myself for writing something that stupid. I like cringe and automatically shout bull . It can take me forever to state out all the flaws that story had.But will I delete it? No. I'll leave it there for the readers to see how much I've improved.
If you ask me my favorite genre of writing, I actually don't know myself. I have a fun time writing those romance comedy types since they're fun and fluffy. I use sarcasm often in those stories, from the whitty and sarcastic comments to the characters blabbering about stuff. It's fun for me. But then once again, I also love writing the angst and tragedy kind. I take those type of stories more seriously. I let my feelings transfer into my writing, imagining myself in the character's position. I use those stories to practice writing more professionally- trying to describe each scene so it's vivid and clear.
Okay this is turning into one huge long paragraphy so let me sum it up. I've improved. Alot. And I'm proud that I did. Writing is a way for me to escape this world's harsh reality and that's what I love about it.
About Me
music is my life , the lyrics are my story
music: ON || world: OFF
I really have no words to describe my love for music. It just soothes my soul. I can make out the story of life while listening to it. Sounds cheesy right? Well, don't blame me. I'm just telling the truth aren't I?
We all had these Youtube moments before haven't we? =__=
This video is not availible in your country.
where the am i from?
NARNIA?
I cannot go for one day without music. Asking me to stop loving music is like asking for the sun to stop rising.
HEY THUR STALKER~ HOW YER DOIN'?
Oh you're not my stalker?.. Oh.
❝In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away.❞
I'm an Asian girl. Took my first look at the world on a summer day the month of June. Goes by the name Ivy.
Named after the ocean. How the ocean is small in our eyes, but in reality, it's huge. It has no limits. Just like me. How I would be able to reach for my dreams, how I could always fly without being afraid to fall. Because even if I do, I'll pick myself back up.
I've always heard this saying every since I was small and lived by it until now.
❝Enjoy the present. Remember the past. Dream the future. But live today, because there might be no tomorrow.❞
I'm a bubbly and outgoing person, and it seems as if you never see me with a frown on my face. And no. Not one of those fake girly smiles. A genuine one. I let that smile show when I'm with the people and things I love.
I hate it when I hurt people, which is one of the reasons why I can't say the word "no" often. I often curse myself for being too nice and getting worrired by the slightest things.But I can't help it can I? I just know how it feels like to be hurt, so I don't want anyone to go through the same thing.
I'm probably the most gullible person you'v ever seen. You say the sky is green while pointing up, I'll look up even though we're inside a building. Yes. I'm just that gullibe.
Sarcasm? TOTALLY my thing.
I'm not that hard to approach too, but I could be at times. It's very hard to gain my full trust. But once you do, It'll be hard to break that trust.
People say I'm great at aegyo. What can I say? It's their opinion not mine. But no, I don't try to be cute. I hate those fake, cute, girly girls.
I'm random. Very random. If there's an awkward silence, I'll break it right away by saying something random. Example of the things I say?
"I MURDERED A FORK BECAUSE YOUR MOM TOLD ME TOO!" Got the point?
Split personalities. One minute, you'll find me to be a bubbly girl, and the next thing you know, I'll send you flying off to Jupiter with my raging anger.
I love my friends. With all my heart. If something were to happen to them, it'd be like a piece of my heart was missing. I treasure them. They are a piece of me.
❝So many memories made, so much more to make.❞
So, shout out to icecreamninja14 and sapphire_blue98 (yes I know them in real life). I have a hard time saying this outloud to you guys in real life but I just wanted you to know..
How much I love you. You're like the sunshine in my life. Because of you guys, I enjoy life. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second of it. The times we had together, all these years we spent together, they always hold a special place in my heart. As we said "There is no sorry in friendship, since we know each other's hearts." So, I won't say sorry. But thank you. For all the happiness you brought me. For all those memories we made with each other.
Real loss only occurs when you lose something you loved more then youself.
Promise me, if anything bad happens, come to each other for help. And please don't leave me. But when we have to depart, promise me that we'll remember each other. That we'll meet again somewhere in our own paradise where it's only us, happiness, and the things we love. Then, we'll turn into those little 5 year olds that crave for fun and freedom once again. That we'll continue to live, dream, and smile for each other.
Before this gets too long and cheesy..(as if it aint chessy enough =__=), I just have one last thing to say.
Saranghae.
[I honestly don't have a super close family of friends on this site yet. See if you can enter my heart. ]
❝I smile at the things I love❞
☆ bubble tea, food, music, paper stars
cherry blossoms, anime, photographs,
that special someone, true friends, art
❝I frown at the things I dislike❞
☆ heights, bossy people, fakers, the dark
bossy people, fake girly girls, fake friends
insects, rollar coasters, scratchy/sqeaky noises
❝I cry at the things that hurt me the most.❞
☆ heartbreaks, broken trust, feeling of being lonely
☆KPOP FOR THE WIN!☆
I will forever love them, even if I'm the one that will get hurt in the end.
SHINee ll B.A.P ll Infinite ll EXO ll Teen Top ll Nu'est ll
Shawol ll Baby ll Inspirit ll Exotic ll Angel ll L.O.Λ.E ll
SHINee
I don't even know where to get started about this group. I mean what is there to say? When you honestly love a group, you can't put it into words. They brought me to this amazing kpop world. They were the ones who let me experince the wonders of kpop music. I love them. Forever and always. Now, I've expanded my love for many other groups, (Infinite, teen top, etc.), but they'll forever and always hold the most important place in my heart. I love them for who they are. How they were able to strive for their dreams. I love the group as five. SHINee without all five members just isn't SHINee anymore. Every single one of them is special, and all of them play a big part in my life. I can't stand the fact that they're going to have to disband later on, I'm pretty sure I'll be in depression for weeks. But even if that happens, I'll always be a Shawol. No matter what happens. Saranghae.
BAP
I've grown to love this group more and more as I see them. Even though they're rookies, I see how much they're growing. The thing that captivates me about them is their style of music. They debuted with a hardcore badass image and they're sticking that way. Because seriously, if they were to try pulling off a cute boy image (ehem, B1A4 Beautiful Target) I think I might die right on the spot. Talking about a badass image, their debut song "Warrior" has got to the the awesomest debut music video ever. I was surprised at how much of a strong aura they were giving out. And that mechanical bunny head, a real nice addition to the music video right? How their songs consist mainly of rapping instead of singing also reall caught my attention. So overall, I'm a Baby and I'm afraid the more I get to know these guys, the harder I'm going to fall for them.
Infinite
I had just fallen in love with this group. The more I get to know them, the more I fall in love with each member. At first, I'm like eh, there music is good, I like them. But now I'm 100% sure that I'm a hardcore fan. I love their type of music. It has this retro rock beat that really attracts me everytime. Each member it unique to me. I started watching Sesame Player and I couldn't get enough of them. Their bond is tight and they've got to be one of the most crazy/outgoing funny groups I've ever seen. Dongwoo's laugh has got to be the most unique sound I've ever heard. Sunggyu's voice is sweet, Woohyun's voice has power and can melt any girl's heart. I wish they'd let Myungsoo sing more lines though. I totally love his voice. I swear, I just love it so much. And it's fustrating how I can't hear it often. I've become a hardcore Inspirit, and nothing can pull me out of this fandom. I totally adore their group name. Infinite. Explains so many things. How they can go beyond their limits. How their music will never end. And just like the group name, I shall be an Inspirit for Infinity.
EXO [K & M]
The group had just recently debuted, but I have fallen head over heels for them. Their music gives this new catchy feel, and I love how SM thought of all that fantasy concept for each member. The thing that made me love them the most, was the phrase that they say everytime they go on stage. "We are one." It just totally touched my heart. I'm disappointed about the fact that SM had split them into two group, and it just makes me go crazy when I see the word VS. in the same sentence with EXO K and EXO M. They're repeated over and over again to us. "We are one." It doesn't matter if they're two groups. They still count as one big group. Each member has his own unique talent, and I love each and every one of them for who they are. The only difference is their nationality. So what? Even though you guys just debuted, I've become an Exotic. And I'm glad that I've become one. Because years from now, when we talk about EXO, I can finally say the sentence I've been wanting to say for a long time now. "I've been with them, ever since the start."
Teen Top
I actually had no idea this group existed until I heard one of my friends talking about a song called "Supa Luv." And my reaction was like "WTF?" Once I heard it, I just couldn't stop laughing about their pronounciation of the words Super Love in the song. But what pulled me in was when I heard L.joe's voice talking in the end. Holy sweet mother of shisus it was hot. I started searching up some more of their songs and videos, and a couple weeks later, I'm an Angel. Even though I pay attention to L.Joe the most in the group, I love them all (well maybe L.Joe a bit more then the others) but you get what I mean. Their music is captivating, and I love how they were able to debut at such a young age and still be successful. Even though they're not as famous as the other groups yet, I'm absolutely sure that one day, they will be. And by that time, they'll see how all their hard work and effort came to use. So hwaiting! I'll forever stay an Angel and be supporting you from afar!
NU'EST
All it took was one song. I heard the song once and fell in love with them. Even before I saw their faces. I'm damn straight serious. Just 12 seconds into the song and I fell in love. FACE. One of the best songs ever. Never heard it? Where did you come from? Narnia? IN GO HEAR IT RIGHT NOW. What? You say you're busy? Don't in lie to me. You don't have time yet you're here stalking my profile? You'll regret it if you don't. They had just debuted recently and I've become a fan. I was really pulled in with the unique voice that sang right in the beginning. The song had meaning, not just about love or heartbreak or those topics that songs are all about these days. The lyrics of the song was unique, the MV was inspiring, and the dance told a story. It just took that much to make me fall in love with them.
The bias list that I can't even maintain in order.
Hell, It's bounching in every direction possible...
...You know what. all of this. I really can't decide who is my my bias so I'll just say those people down there are my 5 top loved people.
Don't make me choose between them. I would rather jump off a cliff and die.
-{Lee Byunghyun [L.Joe]
I officially bow down before this guy. He was actually able to kick my Dino Jonghyun out of his first place bias position. Where the hell do I even start with this guy? The first time I heard of him was on AFF actually. I've been seeing the name L.Joe everywhere in fics and I'm just like "Who the hell is that dude?" My first impression of this guy was a poodle with unusual hair colors. He's just been kicking butts ever since I got to know him. And now he got in my first place bias. Yup. This dude is just that amazing. I love them who who is is. The michievious rapper in Teen Top who has strangly odd hair colors and is the height of a leprechaun. Yeah sure he has flaws, who doesn't? Hell, you aren't a human if you don't have any flaws. I love him for who he is. Even though he doesn't get a lot of lines in songs, he's still trying his hardest. And I admire him for that. The most amazing thing was how he was able to knock Jonghyun out of his first place position. And let me tell you, it's not easy to do that at all. The one that made me fall in love, even without trying too.
-{ Kim Myungsoo [L]
It's a sin, a in sin but I'm seriously loving this dude more then my Jonghyun. I mean who can not fall in love with that perfect face?! Look at it! It's so in damn perfect! He caught my attention when I saw the first Infinite video, and holy sweet god, he was hot. Woohyun was too but , this guy is just radiating hotness. And when I did research and found out his stage name was L, my first thought: Where the hell did he come from? Death Note? I love his voice. It's not as strong or powerful compared to Jonghyun's, but hell I love it so much. And it's fustrating how I can't hear him sing often. Then, I decided to watch the drama Shut Up! Flower Boy Band. Why? Just because he's playing a role in there. And holy be-jesus. Saw his character in there. He went flying up to my third place bias position. And then, started watching some more shows. I loved his personality. He seemed like a cold person at first to me, but that all changed when I saw that video of him playing tricks on his bandmates. His laugh. It was wonderful. Then, when I finally watched the video of him reading his mom's letter, then crying after that, I bursted into tears. That's when I realized, I fell in love with this guy.
-{ Kim Jonghyun
I seriously hate myself for cheating on him with 234539774320 other guys. He's been my bias ever since I got to know kpop through SHINee. And I've only had my eyes on him ever since. For 2 years, I've never loved any other guy except for this little dino. And I thought it'd stay that way. Well until that little poddle showed up. And then after that Death note wanna be boy. I'm so sorry my romeo. You know that I still love you with all my heart. His singing voice just captures me and give me this calm and peaceful feeling whenever I'm hearing his ballads. I can recognize his voice in any song. I love him for who he is. That short little Dino-look-alike boy in SHINee who won my heart ever since the beginning of times. And I have to ask, why is it that I always fall for the short guys? Just remember I still love you. Even though I love 238240382 other guys, you'll forever still have a special place in my heart.
• The two in life ruiners who I want to kick so badly.
See those two guys up there? The ones with those unearthly perfect faces? I love those two. But I also hate those two. So much that I want to punch them, but then their faces are too pefect to be damamged. I swear, they're ruining my life. in life ruiners. From daehyun's singing making my ears ually fustrated to Kai's constant faces in the camera. I just. ugh. I can't. I just can't. I can't even decide who is my fourth and fifth bias now. Daehyun is perfect and Kai is well... perfect. Yup. I'm dead.
Dear Daebaby and Jongin.
I love you guys. Kidding. I in hate you and your perfectness.
“ Being a true fan doesn’t mean being with your band from the beginning. It means being with them until the end.”
If you guys are still the kpop idols we know in the next lifetime, then I will still be a fan.
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