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Courtney aka letsbangyongguk.

On the night of January 7th she committed suicide.According to her last note, “Those anons really got to me. Mom, ask Mina about this, because I know you won’t understand. I know it’s stupid to be messed up over something like that, but it hurts. And it just sticks with you and torments you. And you start thinking, ‘If people I don’t even know feel this way, everyone else must too.’“

 

Courtney had been struggling with depression, self-harm, schizophrenia, and bipolar disorder since 2009. She was having one of her bad days when she came back and saw what those anons said.
I
t pushed her over the edge. Because of the careless words of cowards, the world has lost a beautiful daughter, sister, and friend. I’m making this post to show everyone how much anon hate hurts.

Courtney had never gotten much hate, but those three little message pushed her to do something regrettable. It is never, ever okay to send hate, whether it be on anonymous or not.

Courtney. You said if you ever died, you’d watch over B.A.P and Block B for the fans. I have a feeling that’s exactly what you’re doing right now. If I ever meet them I’ll tell them that they have a guardian angel on their side. Rest easy in paradise, babygirl. You’ll be missed. -Mina
 

 

 

 

Blog of Courtney

 

 

I don't know who this girl is, but I am so sad for what happened to her :( See this is why you need to watch what you type online and say in real life, you never know how that person will take what you said. I mean, I've been bullied in real life before and it hurts when people say horrible things to you, I know what depression is like and I think we all know what depression is like right?

*sighs* I wish this bullying would stop. I don't know who this Courtney is, but I know she is in a good place though where she is in no more pain or suffering. I wish people would be more kinder on the internet and in real life...no one deserves to be hated NOBODY.

 

 

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E_magine
#1
It made me mad when I read that on Tumblr. The staff put the anon mail on so people didn't have to be identified but as a result people use it for the wrong reasons and cause the above situation. I really hope and pray that people will stop and think about what they're doing before they post anon hate again.
aznawzmao
#2
If only people would realize that forgiving and letting someone have their self-worth is so much easier and rewarding that hating.
Sakura_Aimi
#3
Aw. I hate reading aout suicide :/
-jeiraz #4
I'm sorry.
Rest in pure, white peace, Courtney..
LovesAsianDrama #5
R.I.P you SWEET SWEET ANGEL and may your soul now be at ease.B.A.P & BLOCK B, you are going to have a Special Guardian Angel now. Sad we had to lose her for you to gain her, but she will Watch over you with Love you can't imagine. Courtney, Angel you will be missed
hairdryer
#6
Omg...
When did this happen?
Words can be really harsh...
R.I.P Courtney.