05/21/11
They say the world was gonna end today
Nothing happened really...
But my world ended...
I died...
I'm dead inside
Since that point in time when the whole entire world was against me...
... Im sorry for thinking of that...
I realized it was wrong...
But I couldn't think straight that day.
All I could think of was without music, I don't have a reason to live anymore.
Haha sorry Unnie.
I love you too~ ♥
Thank you
Dongsaengie, you're ok now right? Please be careful and realize how precious life is. If you leave, I might too. Please don't leave. Don't ever think like that again. Unnie loves you now and forever. Befor and after. Never stopping. Okay? Remember that! Do what you want. Follow your dreams. Let's behave and stay healthy. I love you~
nahh... haha this wasn't because of a guy...
This was because of my love for music...
This was the day "they" tried to take it away from me.
"They" kept me away from my only happiness left.
I feel kinda ashamed that I even thought of suicide this day... but I just couldn't do it...
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