Hi there!

Just updating something I didn't want to be in mi livejournal.

This weekend I get together with some girl-friends in South Padre Island, Texas. They went shopping while I did some window shopping since I can't spent too much money because I'll go to Orlando, Florida for new year's vacation with my fam.

Anyway, I got a HORRIBLE experience with them >.<

P = Pamela Hdz

E = Erika

PR = Pamela Reyes

CR = Cynthia Reyes (Pam Reyes's sister, whos underage! D:)

They wanted to go over Brownsville to a club since the city is 30 minutes from SPI, so... We have some drinks at P's aparment (I had only 2 glasses) and then went straight to "Bariloche" in Brownsville. The club was good and I had fun since it's been almost a year since last time I went clubbing, so in that aspect I don't have any complaints. I even stop drinking since the other had the mind set to drink as ever. E

BUT the other 4 got drunk. REALLY DRUNK! E was the worst, she vomited in the floor's club, not in the bathroom, NO, in my shoes!! In the middle of the table where we were seated. The guard take her out and I just hurriedly take out the other 3 girls. E and PR were super drunk, I can't even describe how worried I was!! So, a 30 minutes trip took me one hour because I had to stop the car 3 times to let E or PR vomit, and of course the car was a mess. E was almost swimming in her own vomit!!

Fortunately, I was driving so P was the one who took care of PR and E, but the thing was that P was also DRUNK! SO I had: E and PR knocked out almost comatose state; P was drunk and HALF conscious; while CR was half drunk, conscious, BUT underaged!! And I had to drive safely to SPI, went upstairs to the apartment with PR and CR and took the P's car keys in order to take some wipes and clean E's face and mess. Then again, go upstairs carrying E between P and me.

It was 3 am, P and I showered E, while CR took care of her sister. My night ended at 4 in the morning and I was so anxious and mad and worried, and everything. I know they wanted to have fun but going into that state was TERRIBLE! P kept repeating that she HAD to kiss a guy in order to obtain some free drinks... She even told us during the trip back: "I had to e myself for you guys! I feel like a !!"

And I was like: WTF?! I didn't tell her to do it! I didn't even drink a single drop of alcohol!!

Then again, I almost forgot how was to partying with P. I have been living alone since november's last year, and I barely see my friends because I travel a lot for work, and I go to my parent's home every 15 days. All I want to do over there is rest and had time with my family; even though I miss my friends so much and I wanted to hang out with them, but not to this extent. Not when I need to take care of them because they can't control their drinking or their habits.

That same night, the guy who gave them free drinks approached E first asking her to sign the ticket because he was drunk (too) and didn't want to make a mess with his credit card; but E got scared and I couldn't hear him out so P went to "help" us and she ended kissing him and almost making out with him (that's why she kept telling us the HAD to e herself). And then again, I remembered why I don't like partying with P, she always took all the attention of every single guy around.

I don't know if it's because I'm chubby or maybe I'm not pretty enough to attract guys. Sometimes I think that guys got scared by me; I'm not an average person, I like to stand out, I'm intelligent and wise (I know a lot since my parents are engieneers and I had a bachelor's degree in marketing and also I'm studying my master in finance), I'm really capable of support myself financially speaking, I work really hard! I had a good personality, I seldom got angry since I'm pretty noble and kind-hearted. I'm a pretty good and loyal friend. I'm not a loose girl, I always give my place. I'm a good girl, a good daughter and a good sister, so... 

Why does the most unfaithful and loose girl always got all the attention?

Ah *realizes* now I feel I'm being envious. And I know this is bad. But I just can't keep thinking that *sigh* 

Now, I'm depressed.

Let's finish this.

Thanks for reading some nonsense.

RiCha.