No lie I have so many fics to work on. I feel this intense obligation to get them all done as fast as possible, but honestly some of them aren't bringing forth any inspiration, and some of them I want to take my time, some of them both.

There are at least four exo fics on my mind. Two are posted up on here, one is a blog idea scrambled together, one I barely started and its like completely raw and a litte baby with a ton of ideas behind it and I have this oneshot idea that someon asked for...so that's five actually. No wait six there is one more oneshot that is xiuris and I stopped mid beginning with that one and yeah...yeah.

OnHo fics are beast on their own. I've got...wait...um...two one shots up and running. Like I stopped mid thought with them cuz I didn't know where to go with them. Plus the God fic that I am forever writing that is ing difficult. I have this huge plan for it, and I've never written anything so ing long (not true I have but it's not a asianfanfic and I've been writing it for over...four years??) so yeah. Idk I feel overwhelmed but inspired because I have all of these ideas swarming through my head. 

Sometimes when I listen to certain songs or watch a movie, show, documentary ANYTHING I can suddenly be inspired but I feel guilty cuz I haven't finished my other story and I want to but that idea is just piercing my brain and I need to write it down or I'll go crazy and then I'm like I want to write more cuz I have more ideas....ugh. very intense brain functioning going on. i feel like my brain is glowing with different colors and sounds and pictures...yeah.

Okay. Thoughts have been vented. I feel better. I'm committing to writing another chapter of The Devil's Paramour right now. I need to. I shall.