Heartbreak

 

 

I'm gonna use this colour because I feel depressed.....I'm at school and I'm literally bawling my eyes out! You see, I don't really keep track of who dates who. But I have two bias and they are L and Kris. And I was reading one of the fics and the latest update says: "Kris is dating Amber...." and I was like.....nooooooooooooo.......I feel so.......My boyfriend! My precious Kris is not mine anymoreeeeeeeeee...........( Do I sound weird?)

 

I know people like that couple but I'm heartbroken.......at least I have my L my faithful single L........but Kris.....you broke my heart.....but I still love you!!!! I am true to you..........Wait! I know I said Kris was my bias (and he is) but is Kai single? *wiggles eyebrows* I can think of few things I'll do with HIM!

 

LOL! But no........ my Kris........tears are dripping out of my eyes as I type......my lonely heart yearns only for you........the pieces of my broken heart blown away by wind.......what do I do without you???

 

In my mind I'm happy because you are happy with her......but the only thing I can do is make you happy by letting you go....I don't want to but........your happiness is my happiness............. *sobsobsobsobsobsobsob*

 

L! Kai! If you are reading this......(which I'm sure you are not!) please don't leave me broken like this....come mend me....(not sure if you exactly get the meaning of MENDING here....)

 

And the worst thing is this morning I was going around telling my teachers and friends "OMO! I'm dating Kris from EXO!!!!!!" and I swear five minutes after that when I read the fic (yes, I read it at school!!!! It's irristible!) then I was like "My boyfriend's cheating on me!!!!!" And they all tried to comfort me but there is only one who can comfort me....well, three actually. But Kris.....since you are not here.....but don't worry...you and L will always be my bias!!!!!!!

    

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shesworthit #1
ohh!!

lol
patricialee
#2
is it true? :))