so darn freaking many words.
idek where to start.

first off, LAY IS INJURED AND I'M SO DAMN SAD OK. :(
there's like this thought where
he might just not be able to dance for a long term
if he doesn't get his injuries treated soon.
and honestly, that scares me. like a lot.
A LOT A LOT A LOT.
i can feel like my heart breaking.
so many pieces. =_= grrrr

second, NEW BIAS IS MARU AND CCLOWN URGH.
I JUST CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF.
maru's still older than me but i think i might become a noonar soon =__=
whatever cuz i kinda like being called noona HAHAHHAA
my best friend calls me that. that damn christmas birthday kid. =__=
i don't want to marry younger people anymore
they make me feel so old
/used to think being older is cool and dominant mwahahha/

third, RAAAAWR
there's like so many weird ies stuff in the maru tag on tumblr
WHAT THE BRO. I DON'T WANNA SEE THESE STUFF.
WHY MARU WHY. WHY MUST U USE MARU AS YOUR STAGE NAME.
i kinda really super duper love it though =__=
there's like this ring to it that makes me so happy.
maruuuu. hushymaru. mushymaru.
like mashimaro. LOL. urgh.

LASTLY, i think i'm too obsessed with the color purple. seriously.
it's not even hoya level anymore. my obsession for purple has given me NIGHTMARES.
this damn #9900cc is driving my crazy.
you know what i dreamt of yesterday?
urgh omg it was damn creepy.

i had this dream like this woman who looked much like miryo with short hair
had to absorb purple from people who wear purple everywhere around this world
to get some kind of power thingy. i think this woman was bad..? idk
i can't remember much but dude, it felt so real
many things happened but i only recall that OTL
there was a hot guy but i forgot his face URGH omg =___=

i don't usually dream, but when i DO dream, it's ing weird
like this one
WHAT CRAP

i think it might be because i was looking through some purple clothes online
deciding what to wear for infinite's concert next year hehehehe =__=
i'm gonna be all purple and wear like some black sneakers or something
and beautiful green bag

prolly look like a fashion terrorist BUT WHO DA FUG CARES
thinking of actually wearing a glow in the dark purple shirt HAHAHAHA
bcos IF i'm going, i'm definitely getting moshpit A tix
i want hoya to see purple and wave or laugh at me or share with the other members
I WANT TO BE THE REASON HE LAUGHS
and hopefully sungjong would like smile super wide seeing my foolishness
i want jongiesmile

AND YA KNOW. GET NOTICED. ~_~
idgaf if ure severely judging me right now
NOBODY COMES BETWEEN ME AND HOYA OK

THAT MAN WHO IS 7 SCARY YEARS OLDER THAN ME MAKES ME HAPPY LIKE NO OTHER

so idgaf =__=

he should be happy i found someone my age
like maru hehe

this was a long blog post
congrats if u reached here

bye

MEOREOJILKKABWA