So I've started doing Kinetic Therapy.

 + ultrasounds, physiotherapy and massage.

The first time was a little bit awkward... okay, a bit more awkward...

The Kinetic theraphy was okay, pretty much work out and the instructor was a female, but then, I went to physiotherapy; and there were 2 young male doctors. My sister had told me that I had to take off my shirt when doing that and I was pretty fine with that... but then, I got all shy when one of the doctors told me to take it off.

I did, cuz I had no choice and laid on my tummy. Then he came to give me the ultrasounds and unhooked my bra and my mind screamed: TAEYANG SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE FIRST!

Okay, I finally got used to the thought and yesterday I was less awkward maybe because there were 2 female doctors...

Moving on: I hate the massage. As good as it may feel... I have to get dorsal massage, basically they massage my back ALL the way down, so they kind of... expose... my .

This is where it gets funny. Up till now, that is 2 sessions, I had the luck to have a masseuse -female-, but today, everyone was busy so they made the guy who previously gave me the ultrasounds - and told me to take my shirt off and unhooked my bra-, to go and fill in for a missing masseuse. I was waiting on a couch for one of the two masseurs to be free with an old lady waiting next to me, PRAYING that the masseuse would finish first so that guy won't have to touch my .

Then, as I was praying in an awkward silence, the guy comes out and says: Please come in. That's when I paniked so I though: hey, the old lady's been here before me!

So I decided to play the polite youngster - not that I'm not, or anything - and told the lady to go first. So it went like:

"Please, you go first."

"No, thank you."

"Please, you got here first, I insist!"

"No."

"I INSIST!"

"NO!"

I was close to be like:  and wrestle the old hag into going in, determined to keep my hidden in my pants, but she didn't go... she had a strong will... she used her best line:

"I'm waiting for Gabrielle." - who I guess, is one of the masseuses. So I was like: "DAMN! I don't know the name of any masseuse!" So I finally gave in and went... I got on, took off my shirt, laid on my tummy and unhooked the bra myself...

But that guy... has magical hands, the massage was THE BEST I've ever had!!! I swear, so right now

That old lady has no idea what she lost.

To conclude, that guy touched my who nobody's ever touched... and saw me the most a guy has ever seen me  -except for some guys I went to the beach with but still - this doctor saw so much of my skin that I'm considering compelling him into marring me, LOL.

The end.