i rewatched attack on the pin up boys again and i remember when i was young i used to see 13 members of suju + 2 suju m members, it sad to see that i could only see leeteuk, heechul, sungmin, yesung, siwon, kangin, ryeoweok, kyuhyun, donghae, shindong, eunhyuk. kibum oppa, he seem to be active in acting but i cant even see him on any sm town fancams :( while hangeng had chose another path, even though he says that they are still a team, still it doesnt feel the same, it feels empty. now eeteuk oppa bid his goodbye to enter the military. but i still hope i can still see them in one stage performing together like what shinhwa oppa did.

this was the last song that kibum and alexander oppa were part of. it just tears my heart apart seeing ukiss without them. i love aj and hoon but i guess it would be happier if kibum and alexander werent kicked out of ukiss. whenever i see or hear old song from ukiss, i feel sentimental. they were my first ultimate bias group and now seeing only 5 members on stage makes me sad ( aj went on a hiatus to study, temporary leave of the group. dongho oppa is having a recovery vacation due to surgery. kibum and alexander are no longer members) i just wished they just turn ukiss into a 9member group. or they would have a somewhat reunion like thingy :( it just makes me sad.

this song makes me sad too. i know jyj has something against sm ent, but i just want to see a picture, just a picture will do, that yunho, jaejoong, yoochun, junsu and changmin are still good friends. sighs. it just makes me sad thatthey have to disband just like that after years of being together :( seeing yunho and changmin doing their activities and calling theirselve DBSK is kinda weird because DBSK is DBSK. there should be 5 members, it feels weird because it seems there is a whole, there is a missing part... 

i just couldnt believe that this is their last song, i mean mv, with jihae. i mean when you watch them, all of them are super close. they have a bond that connects them together. but i dont know what happen. it's just, i dont know. it really feels empty while watching girls day with 4 members. i already felt that something like this would happen but, it makes me sad. if you watch closely, girl's day's new music video, in the dance part, i cant help but notice that there is an empty space, that jihae should fill in.

i respect everyone's descision but it just makes me sad that these amazing groups are not like they used to be. i know they are still amazing, but being their fan when they used to stick together through thick and thin, just makes me sad to see that members are kicked out or they withdraw from the group. but still i am their fan and i wont stop in supporting them. Super Junior Fighting! UKISS Fighting! TVXQ JYJ Fighting! Girl's Day Fighting!

i just noticed most of the groups i like they keep on losing members. am i a jinx or unlucky fan D; i hope not.

once an ELF always an ELF. Once a Kiss Me always a Kiss Me. Once a Cassiopeia always a Cassie. Once a D4isy/ Dai5y/ D4i5y always a D4isy/ Dai5y/ D4i5y.

always keep the faith! everyday! 13elieve in the prom15e.