Alone

I'm writing from my cellphone, so pardon the errors but I don't know how to feel. I'm in front of a beach, simply doing nothing, just observing what life really is. I made a mistake just because I said something the way it shouldn't be, and I just feel that because of that little thing everything is against me. Like everything. I am a girl who's tired of just simply being forgotten, and a girl that gets misenterpreted easily. And after all I gave my all, but everybody see me as I am not wrothy or something like that, just because I said something...

As they all say, you can do 1000 things good; you do 1 wrong, at it all becames to ashes.

I truly just want to become one with the ocean. If it weren't for my mother, and my faith, I think I would have do it long ago...

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Milayka #1 Oct 22, 2012 17:04:57

You are NOT alone. And NOTHING has changed! You made a mistake? So what?! Everybody does! You move on! Do NOT get stuck feeling sorry for yourself. We are all victims of our own life. Take time for urself and reflect. It is good you are doing that and so you can return back to being our Naomy. If you want to talk later, we can...doesnt matter the place, doesnt matter the time, me and Jihan will always get there no matter what. :)We love you! Take care!

kimpam_moon #2 Oct 22, 2012 16:48:40

;~; girl, I am sorry to read that you feel this way, and I understand when you say that only by doing 1 thing wrong, all the things you did well just vanish.

feeling frustrated is terrible, I know it myself, and I cant say I understand you completely, because I dont know what is happening in your life, but I just want to tell you, there is soooo much to look forward to in life, things that are nto that close, but that we will get there someday. You have to think of the future, you have to put yourself in the 1st place, remember that all of this will be the past someday (am I making sense here?) anyway, please, just think about what will come. Life is really difficult, but it can only get better...